someone told me and I have heard it a lot throughout the years....No one really cares about you, all everyone cares about is themselves..I don't think that is true..I know my parents and son care..but as far as anyone else..I feel on my own..I know people dont like to be around people that are down..but how do I change into a happy person..that would be just erase the happenings that have put me where I am today..somehow...the sad memories just sneak in at the worse times ..even when I am talking to a customer and I have to hold back tears...I have found when I care about my job and the people that makes me feel good I made them happy..sort of the goal..to try to be happy..despite the turn of events.