SooSad1972's Journal

Hi friends, I have been away for a while. Lately its been all about work, I have been drowning myself in work. Its a busy time for us which is good I guess dont have alot of time to think about much. Things are there still in limbo. I have been going to the gym so far I have lost a good 15 pounds or so. I have that good accomplishment which makes me feel good. Bought some new outfits which I had not done in years. H actually made a comment and said Wow you sure are losing a lot of weight quickly. Believe it or not he actually made a pass and tried to get intimate,  didn't respond. I felt like it was half ass hardly no effort. So he calls me this morning and said I pushed him away and I replied that his half attempt at foreplay was poor and I didnt think he really wanted to do anything. He said no he did anyways now he is inviting me out of town for the weekend. Dont know if I wanna go. I feel drained almost to the point that I dont know if I even wanna try its just a confusing time for me right now. Maybe I will go who knows we will  see how the week goes. Wish me luck