Journal Entry for June 5, 2007
My dog just died about two hours ago. We had expected it however when it really does happen you're still just as shocked and heatbroken as …
is feeling Bad
My life was fairly average I thought until about 2 1/2 years ago - I suffered a stroke and a MRI taken showed a white matter demylinating disease - to date docs can't confirm which one it is though MS is leading the pack. I've been left with speech problems, gait problems, extreme pain and spasticity, loss of appetite, sensitivity to chemicals (especially drugs), and to the extremes of hot & cold. My worst times - more numerous - always seem to be when it's cold - the other bad times are when it's too humid. Somehow I think my internal temperature has been damaged. I can be freezing in one area of my body yet sweating profusely in others. I'm also a cervical cancer survivor and today found out I have acute Osteo-arthritis in my hands & feet.
I love to read, write, listen to music, absolutely love good comedy (especially Canadian politial and practically any British comedy). Since being ill I've become a Montel Williams watcher when I heard he has MS too - it helps me to think how much one person can do. Love gardening though it's become harder to do every year. Love to just sit outside and watch nature - love going to the zoo and spend hours with the gorillas and apes - it is impossoble for me to believe that they are not connected to us - all you have to do is look at their eyes. I also love my two cats to bits and feel that they have helped me during my times of most stress - I really believe they know when I'm not at my best as they're both suddenly constantly with me.
My dog just died about two hours ago. We had expected it however when it really does happen you're still just as shocked and heatbroken as …
Thanks dear friends for your words of encouragement. I've gotten over the initial shock and now wonder if maybe I'd be a candidate for …
My doctor's office just called and I have acute osteo-arthritis to add to my mixed bag of crap. All I can see is my poor aunt's hands …
I was tired of seeing that little red guy so I'm writing early. I'm usually ok when I first get up (hours before anyone …
I can't believe a whole week has passed - it's also been one of the weirdest - I can't figure out what's …
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Hi Miranda, I hope everything is ok with you. HUGS Maggie
Hi Miranda, hope all is well with you these days. Stay well.
with love to you all ways emma xxx
i only had abad reaction when i ran out of my cymbalta, i didnt sociate it with that until my partner reminded me i hadnt took it in 3 days, but it was aweful, i thought i was loosing my mind, i was sweating profussly, and wanted to scream and cry! had suicide thoughts, it was horrible, got back on routine and now im fine, for now on i will be weaned off of it when i no longer need it, i will never just stop taking it , the affects was like a crack addict i suppose, it was the worse thing ive ever experienced.
53 yrs. old - 1st stroke 2004