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I have to go back to the looney bin tomorrow for more evaluation & treatment shit probably because what's wrong with me, especially lately …
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We just started seeing Dr.'s about not getting pregnant after a year of TTC. We went to our General Practioner (who happens to specialize
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I enjoy watching t.v., movies, talking to friends. I also like cross-stitching, and crochet but they are hard w/pain. Mostly I've been reading a lot of books from the library I have stacks here. And watching baby shows. I've been trying to get back to crochet; I have a blanket I've been working on for a long time!
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Looks like I porbably am Bipolar which I"m not surpised about really given my family history of…
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Think I just had/having some sort of manic episode....Getting help @ out patient group program at the…
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I have to go back to the looney bin tomorrow for more evaluation & treatment shit probably because what's wrong with me, especially lately …
Looks like I porbably am Bipolar which I"m not surpised about really given my family history of crazy. But I don't know anything about …
HI! I'm feeling much better. Seroquel dose is being raised, and EVERYTHING has been stopped including my only friend for pain: …
even though I feel like i'm loosing it all MAYBE prego is giving so many EXCITING & HARD & STRESSFULL & OVERWHELMING …
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I just wanted to stop by and give you a BIG hug and see how you are feeling. Write me back, please, and tell me how you're feeling; much better I hope. I am not having the greatest of the last two days. Yesterday when my SSI check came to the bank, they shortened it over $200 because they said that they had over paid me a few months from Sept.2005-May 2007!!!!!!!! So now they're finding it out and deciding to take the money out?!?!?!? They said they overpaid me by $968 and would start taking out $68/mo in 12/08. So what's going with this now???? I went to the SS office and of course the woman who handled it wasn't in yesterday so they told me to call her today. Well, I tried to call her and got her voice mail and it said that she would call me back within 2 working days!!!!! I'm about ready to bite someone's head off!! Be glad you're not here!!! HA! Love you lots, Pam
THANK U I DO FEEL THE SAME. HOPE U ARE HAVING A NICE WEEK I AM HURTING REALLY BAD BUT I HAVE A POSTIVE ATTITUE. TAKE CARE LOVE YA
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I've had to laugh for several years now because I've heard that it is the best medicine. Maybe it helps, I don't know, but I would hate to see myself if it isn't working. The pain is really getting the best of me though - my pain is all over - and when they started me on a pill last week that gave me a headache everyday that I took it, I know that I don't have to explain to you why I quit taking it after 3 days. I gave it that long to help with the whole body pain but I was not going to keep on with those headaches for no reason!! I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have Star to keep me occupied as much as she does because it seems that my husband can't comprehend or deal with my pain. Please stay in touch.
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I have chronic migraines, for approx 5yrs. With a lot of meds I've had some pain control but the Topamax gave me a kidney stone & I had to change. Now I'm not on any preventatives because they suck & weren't working anyway. & neither am I anymore. I have a supportive husband & his Mom too. Quit for good 6mos ago & now getting disability. Which is financially screwing us still, making me feel like a terrible burden. And even though they try to understand they just don't & that's why I'm here.
I've always been very healthy thin. Then about 4 years ago when my migraines started getting unbearable the Doc's put me on meds that caused me to pack on the lbs. Last year I gained 40lbs in 3mos!!!! Haven't been able to get the weight off even though now off those pills. Its hard for me because I've never EVER thought about what or how much I eat & weight. And because of my weight & other things I've never had lower self esteem!
My husband works a good job at UPS for 10 years now but its not full-time. Now that I"m not working due to illness & even with my disability we are screwed! Did I mention a few months before I left my job, we bought our first house!!!
I have chronic migraines, for approx 5yrs. With a lot of meds I've had some pain control but the Topamax gave me a kidney stone & I had to change. Now I'm not on any preventatives because they suck & weren't working anyway. & neither am I anymore. I have a supportive husband & his Mom too. Quit for good 6mos ago & now getting disability. Which is financially screwing us still, making me feel like a terrible burden. And even though they try to understand they just don't & that's why I'm here.
My Aunt & Uncle are alcoholics. I'm estranged from my Uncle because of it. And the more independent I get the more strained my relationship is with my Aunt. They "raised" me from 15-18yrs old. So they were for a while like my parents. But it was not "normal" parenting something I'm just beginning to understand how messed up things really were & that it was strongly linked to their alcoholism.
We have been trying to get pregnant for a a little over a year now, ( we're infertile) and just started going to the Dr. We've started the "fertility workup" the blood tests for both were good. But the physical exam showed Varicocele & we just got the results back of the semen sample & we have "abnormal morphology" and we've been referred to the urologist.....
Think I just had/having some sort of manic episode....Getting help @ out patient group program at the hospital, Monday is my first day. I did the assessment on Friday October 3, 2008