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Today has been a good day. Unlike other days its usually pretty hetic around here. Jacob takes up most of my time. Iam a mother of 4 childern I have an 19 yr old and two little boys one is 9 and the other is 6 ( I guess thats not so little is it) And I have another child out there who is 18 as of August. The reason I say that is because 18 yrs ago I gave him up for adoption. But thats another story Jacob has fragile x which is realted to so many things but mostly mental retartation and autism. He does farley well now. Jacob now he talks way more he actually says full sentences . He still potty training which is a pain.. He will not poop in the potty . But i guess hell be 7 when he finally goes ! hope not!lol I hafto laugh because he knows where the poopies go . If you ask hell say in the potty. lol ok im done venting I guess i just needed to talk ..
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Today will be agood day . Only because its friday for me and i look foward towards the weekends. I have been thinking too much lately way too much abot where I am going with my life Im 39 years old a stay at home mom and i have a high school education and some collge. I fell like theres more for me out there i think im going to go back to school trying to make a difference for myself and my family. well now that im tired lol oh i fell so lost. I want to find my son the one i gave up but i dont know if hes ready for me .. if he even wants to see me ? What if hes mad at me for giving him up? He had the better life in a long run he did way better he didnt need the kind of life we had.Some how the past comes back to bite you in the butt.. When it came time to give him up it was so very hard but i knew it was best ... ok im done i still fell lost just dont know what to do about anything??
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Today is windy and warm here in nm ! oh fun wind and sand ... Things are looking up for whatever reason God has blessed us with work and overtime thank the Lord! I am going to bless everyone a thousand times because you should always share your blessings! Iam felling really good Im tired of felling bad sad in between ! So today is a new day !
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well here we go agian !! I try and try and yet i get knocked down! Just when i think i have it under control bam bam I end up ............. ok im done felling sorry for myself todays my sons birthday its his day !
jakesmom02
i will hav postive thoughts .. i keep telling myself that and so far so good I know before i have been one to be a little negative ok a lot but hey damit when things get rough so do i . lately .. well i hadnt been i very good mood just mad at the whole world.. with all thats happeing well i just coudnt seem to find the postive. but the lord help me see ... one of my friends helped me see that no matter what happens in life hes always there boy was he there for me these last couple of weeks.. But today and every day is a new day i know to take things one day at a time... espically with God on my side...
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Well things have been rough we had to pay the IRS! ugh that was ugly but we made it thru sounds like a barry mainlow song we made it hru the rain ha ha i thought id be funny. My husband and i just celebrated our anniversary . Our 10th ! I thought the frist 5 years were ruff lol Well have a good 4th of july everyone love jacobs mom
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