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maybe seeing everyone in school again showed me how great life really is . i meann .. ii missedd all myy school friends soo muchh & it was hard …
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maybe seeing everyone in school again showed me how great life really is . i meann .. ii missedd all myy school friends soo muchh & it was hard …
alrightt .. so i just started to think i liked this kid ive known my entire lifee (no exaggeration) . & i told my best friend this . & she …
my depression goes in and out. one day im sucha happy person & the next im completely miserable. its not as serious as other peoples, but im still really upset about everything.
i was hoping high school would be a fresh start for me, & it was ; but not in the ways i wanted. it still feels like im still in junior high again .. & ii dont want to revisit those years in my life.
I have no more grandparents. I never met my two grandmothers, my grandfather who i was sooo close to died while i was in second grade & ii was never the same after that. my other grandfather died 2 years ago, when i was in 7th grade .. but ii wasnt as upset. & my uncle died in a fire when i was in 6th grade & i was crying for a week. he was one of the firefighters who died on january 23rd, black tuesday i think they called it..
its not me who has the sexuality problems, but its my friends & i dont know what to do. ii need people to help mee .. ii plan to stay a virgin as long as possible ; or until my wedding dayy ..
im really not sure if what's wrong with me is an eating disorder, but ii constantly think im fat & i dont eat around people except my family & my best friends. ive been eating ice cubes & gum alot. but i dont go without eating or i dont force myself to vomit.
when i get my period . i pms so bad & once i blacked out kinda .. lyk people kept asking me why i kept acting like i have .. & i didnt even kno . my mom says that could never happen .. but it didd ..
im not entire sure if im bi .. but theres a chance. i could just be bi-curious .. but i dont know & im scared to talk about it with my friends because i dont kno how they'll take it .
imm angry at everyone & everything . one little thing can set me off & then im donee .