Journal Entry for July 7, 2008
July 7, 2008 2:00pm
Hello everyone, it has been awhile since I have last written. I guess I am doing ok at this moment in my life, the longing for my mom remains …
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I just lost my mother, my best friend...how do I live w/o her? My mother, best friend. A very brief & deadly pancreatus she gave her life up to. Sun.1-14, she passed away in her sleep at home.My one sis, my Dad and I were there.It is so hard to realize she is gone, she didnt suffer, was very healthy up til the end. Its so hard to go day to day & not see her.The cancer just ate away at her so quickly.I feel so sad, lost, alone w/o her, we did everything together.I still have my Dad here with me, but it is so hard to cope. I thought I would have dreampt about her, or felt her near, but I don't which makes me even sadder.Life is so difficult. Why she got it, I guess only God knows the real answer.
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Reading, Going shopping, Out to lunch, computer, going for walks, playing with my "fur-kids".
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March 16, 2008 10:35am
Has anyone reached their year mark, the mark with their loved oned gone a year. It has been a year and two months, it seems like eternity, the …
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HI Patty how are you doing these days? Long time no see. Hope you are ok!
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Hey Patti Just wanted to let you know I have been thinking of you and hope you are doing ok. I haven't been on DS but minimal since my surgery in May due to so many complications, but I have kept you in my prayers. Love and Hugs, Sheila
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A very big welcome to our Motherless Daughters Group! You will find so much love and support from everyone. There are so amazing and inspiring women in our group! Love to you Sam
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Hi Hon- I am so sorry for the loss of your Mom. I lost my Mom in October of last year. She was my best friend, we were soul mates. So, I undertand exactly how you feel and how you feel at a loss. I started a group here at DS for women like us who have lost their Moms. It is full of loving and supportive women who are going through the same things you are. I really think you will find support with us. Here's our site page: http://dailystrength.org/groups/mo... I hope to see you there and get to know you better. I am so very sorry about your Mom. It is the worst feeling in the world. Love-Holly
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentMy mother,best friend had a very brief illness w/pancreatus cancer.She passed in her sleep at home w/my Dad,Sis & I by her side.It is so hard to realize she is gone,she didnt suffer,was very healthy up til the end.Cancer just ate away at her so quickly. I miss her terribly.
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- Crying Too Soon to Tell
- I am like a water faucet, the tears can flow and flow and then stop and I feel nothing, numb.
- Grief Counseling Considering
- Havent tried yet, I still consider it sometimes.
- Prayer Too Soon to Tell
- I pray everyday, everynight, for some kind of answer.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Knowing that there are others out there that feel your apin and know EXACTLY what you are going thru does help.
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- I am starting to collect so many books, I may soon have a library. I have books on dealing with grief, Heaven Books, John Edward & james Van Praagh.
- Meditation Too Soon to Tell
- I only have begun to meditate. I hope this works so that I may gain a greater spiritual connection & experience greater levels of inner peace.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Writing in the DS journal, your feelings and messages to Mamma. I also have another private journal that I write to my Mamma in the hopes that God will let her read it.
- Pets Working / Worked
- My pets are like my children, they are my children, they sense when I am happy or sad. Hannah and Holly are my life and have helped me a lot. I thank God for them.
Close Pancreatic Cancer
A deadly cancer causes much grief. I found out my Mamma had it, AFTER she passed. After Cmas 06 and the New year,she started not to feel well,thought it was a virus;blood work was done,etc,& they thought it was liver cancer. It was a fast growing tumor,stage 4,She NEVER smoked,drank.
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