Journal Entry for May 16, 2008
May 16, 2008 9:20am
WHEN I THOUGHT I WAS LOOKING AT LIFE WITH MORE OF AN ADVENTUROUS ATTITUDE SOMEBODY CAME AROUND AND DECIDED TO TAKE OUR BABY FROM US. NOW, I'M …
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Dangerzone757
is feeling Horrible
About Me
Female, 37. Two Out Of Three Surviving Children. Happily Married For Ten Years. Medical Profession. Not Practicing Medicine. I Love My Biological And Extended Family By Marriage.
Interests
Spending Time With My Loved Ones. Watching My Boys Grow. Loving Their Athletic Talents. Thrill Rides At Amusement Parks With My Boys And Husband. Every Now and Then A Spontaneous Adventure. Trying To Help People In Their Time Of Need. Reading. I Don't Say Much But My Heart Hurts. It Feels Like I've Lost Control Of My Life. Terrifying. Live Moment To Moment.
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Journal Entry for May 15, 2008
May 15, 2008 9:49am
Yesterday was my first appointment with my new neurologist in Mass.. Before getting to the heart of the matter he initiated a personal conversation. …
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Journal Entry for May 11, 2008
May 11, 2008 5:47am
YESTERDAY, WE HAD TO PUT OUR BABY DOWN. SHE'S 4 YEARS OLD. KNOWING WE DID THE CORRECT DECISION, SHE'S NO LONGER SUFFERING....IT DOESN'T …
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ChildLoss Of A Daugher 13 Years Ago. Think Of Her Each Passing Day. Much Of The Time I Think Of How I Lost Her. Why Was My Life Priority To Hers? Why Didn't They Spare Her Life By Taking Mine? My Life Isn't As Special As Hers. In 2007, My Husband Extended Family Lost 3 Loved Ones. My Mom In Oregon Passed In 2007. Times Have Been Excruciatingly Difficult. It's My Own Expectation To Help Others. When I'm Productive, My Heart Is Warmed. Where There's Failure; I've, Again, Rendered Myself Useless.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Behind Closed Doors.
- Getting Angry Not Working
- Gets Me Nowhere, Quick.
- Helping Others Working / Worked
- My Extended Family Has Been Exposed To A Huge Death Rate In 2007. I'm "Forever" There For Them. Focusing My Attention On Their Needs Allows Me To Better Self Reserve My Own Heartbreaks.
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Within The Month Relocating To A Gorgeous Home. We've Gradually Turned This Place Into A Warm, Inviting Hom. At This Time; My Time Has Been Consumed. Regrettably, With The Distraction My Mind Always Finds Times To Haunt Me Of The Adversity In My Life.
- Pets Working / Worked
- They're Entertaining. We Love Our Two Cats; They're Spoiled.
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- An Appointment Has Been Scheduled. I'm Unsure What To Expect.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- My Biological Family Doesn't Welcome Weakness Which Explains Self Reservation. Through This Method Of Coping I Do Believe People Find It Difficult & Uncomfortable Having Heart To Heart Discussions. I Have A Predicament My Biological Father Is Sensitive To. Otherwise, My Heart Stays In Place. I Don't Want To Put People In An Awkward Position. It's Not Taken Personally.
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- This Is Why I've Turned To Daily Strength. I've Been Unable Of Recovery My Previous Account. Believe I Left It Unattended For Too Long A Period Of time.
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