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serene26's Journal

Tonight

Sunday, October 5, 2008

I'm shaking. I'm so cold. I'm so sad. I'm so nervous. I'm so anxious. I'm so very very sad.

Yet, I'm so hopeful.

I saw my ex-best friend today. It was the first time we've seen each other in months and months. I miss him so much. I want to yell from the rooftops so he can hear "I'm okay!!! I'm doing great now! I want to share this with you." I saw him. I froze. He doesn't want to do lunch. That's ok. I miss hom though. God, as I cry my eyes out right now, God, knows I miss him. I can't function right now. I'm so thrown off. I'm balling my eyes out. I'm crying and crying and crying. I miss him so much. I want to share all of the good things that are going on for me. I want to share that with him. I want to share the excitement. He doesn't want to be a aprt of it. It hurts.

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008 | A General Update story

Feeling good. Second day in a row that I've been to the gym and run twenty five minutes non stop. It feels really good considering a few months ago I could barely manage 5-7 minutes. I think all of the strength training helped :) I'm looking forward to getting back into a gym routine and sticking now that the my schedule has calmed down.

UPDATED GOALS

Run, run, run!

Progress 5%

Current Weight (Lbs)

203

Run time (min.)

Encouragements: 0

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