cammiesmom1's Journal

 HI NGUY'S! I HAVENT BEEN ON MUCH BECAUSE I AM NOT UP TO IT,MOST OF YOU KNOW THAT FOR THE PAST COUPLE OF WEEK'S I HAVE HAD DIZZY SPELLS AND A FOGGY HEAD,I AM NOT ANY BETTER BUT TO BUSY TO GET TO THE DOCTOR...STUPID HUH? ALTHOUGH TODAY I ABOUT WENT TO THE ER BUT HAD TO TAKE A SHOWER FIRST,REFUSED TO GO 'STINKY' LOL! DAUGHTER ISNT HOME SO WOULD LIKE TO WAIT FOR HER IF POSSIBLE.SHE IS AT A SWIM PARTY.

MY HEAD IS SO FOGGY THAT WHEN I TALK ON THE PHONE IT LIKE ECHOES BACK AT ME AND TODAY MY ARM WENT NUMB BUT I DIDN'T LOSE ANY STRENGTH,I WAS HOPING TO SEE MY REGULAR DOCTOR ON MONDAY SO I AM TRYING TO HOLD OFF OR MAYBE GO TO AFTER HOUR'S CLINIC ON SAT,ANYTHING THEN THE ER....

ON TOP OF ALL OF THIS I AM STRESSED TO THE MAX...FIRST WITH MY MOTHER'S RUDE REMARKS,MY DAUGHTER'S PUPPY DYING.MY 17 YEAR OLD BEING MISERABLE AND SWELLED AND FULL OF PAIN FROM HER DENTAL PROCEDURE AND IT BEING 110 HERE IN THE CAPITOL CITY,AND ME JUST PLAIN BEING MISERABLE,,,JUST CAN'T TAKE MUCH MORE AND THEN THERE IS THE DEPRESSION,WELL WHO THE HELL WOULDN'T BE DEPRESSED....

I THINK THAT A LOT OF MY PROBLEM MIGHT BE,NO VALIUM,NO VICODIN AND NO SLEEPIONG MED FOR ABOUT THE SAME TIME ALL OF THIS STARTED AND DID I MENTION NO BEER AND NO MARTINI'S?

AND AS I TYPE AWAY MY ARM IS BOTHERING ME AGAIN,FUNNY IT IS FROM THE ELBOW DOWN AND I ALREADY KNOW I HAVE A TENDENT PROBLEM IN THE THUMB AREA AS I HAVE A WRIST SLING THAT I AM SUPPOSED TO WERE WHEN IT IS TO UNCOMFORTABLE,BUT THAT DAM THING IS UNCOMFORTABLE IN ITSELF.

OH MY DAUGHTER JUST CALLED AND SHE WONT BE HOME TILL 9;30...GREAT..OH AND ANOTHER THING,IT MIGHT BE THE B/PRESSURE MED'S DO N'T GO WELL WITH THE OTHER MED'S...OR MAYBE IT IS JUST ME,CAN A PERSON REALLY BE THIS MISERABLE?

WELL WITH THAT NOTE I AM GOING TO GO AS I AMREALLY TIRED AND IN NOT SUCH A GOOD MOOD AND I NEED TO REST.SO LOVE TO ALL OF YOU HERE AT DS AND GOD BLESS AND HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND.....LOVE,GARNA