Journal Entry for May 14, 2008
I ahvent written for a while so i will write a short one today.First of all i hope everyone's Mothers day was better then mine,it wasnt that my …
I am a 59 year old grandmother raising a 17 year old granddaughter and just really need a sounding board.I like listening to other people and comparing stories to see if we can add infomtion that might help each other.I like to pray and pray for others and have a great deal of concerne for the condition this country is in and although i think this iraq war is un neccessary, i do have high regards for the men/women who are fighting for this country and giving their lives in many instances and far more should be done to help family's of war then to help other countries who help fight agianst us....if i could and had the power to end all fighting i certainly would.
I am a vivid reader(educational)and (religion).I love inspiritional stories and i love animals, I voulenteer my services taking in abused, unwanted, or lost animale of all sorts, I use my interest to help me cope with my anxiety over my cancer, nerves and wondering if i am bi-polar, someone mentioned i might be but refused to be tested...and i am a chroinic asthmatic so i have interests that include ways to learn to keep it under control.My most favorite new interest is the friends i have met on D.S.in my most recent exam i have now been diognosed with hypo active throydism...what is left for me to get, I no longer take elivil and occasionally valium but i am now on high blood pressure medication, as well as flaxxseed.msn, omega3 and high doses of vitamin "c" and i take tylonal sleep at night or i don't sleep.but that usually don't work till about 2;am so i don't see the light of day until about noon.The older i get the more i hate to leave home, i probably boderline on agoraphobic because the only time i go out now is for doctor appointments, school activities, dental appointments, and etc, I bet the stock in walmart has gone way down, used to be there at least3 times a week and now maybe 2 times a months and only for clening supplies or needed things such as cat or dog food...and when i do go i stock up....lol!
cammiesmom1 gave urloved a Hug 10:54pm
took me a while to desifire it but think i got it now.thanks garna! how are you these day's.It has been…
cammiesmom1 changed their mood to Good 11:04pm
cammiesmom1 gave urloved a Hug 10:48pm
right back at ya!…
cammiesmom1 gave urloved a Hug 10:47pm
as am I that i have you as a friend....garna…
cammiesmom1 gave urloved a Hug 10:46pm
thanks so much for reminding me how life should really be..g…
I ahvent written for a while so i will write a short one today.First of all i hope everyone's Mothers day was better then mine,it wasnt that my …
Boy this dsl thing is good in such a bad way,It isnt as though my typing and spelling isnt bad enough,but now i don't have the time to look ast …
Your presence is a present to the world. You're unique and one of a kind. Your life can be what you want it to be. Take the days just one at a time. Count your blessings not your troubles. You'll make it through whatever comes along. Within you are so many answers. Understand, have courage, be strong. Don't put limits on yourself. So many dreams are waiting to be realized. Decisions are too important to leave to chance. Reach for your peak, your goal and your prize. Nothing wastes more energy than worrying. The longer one carries a problem the heavier it gets. Don't take things too seriously. Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets. Remember that a little love goes a long way. Remember that a lot...goes forever. Remember that friendship is a wise investment. Life's treasures are people...together. Realize that it's never too late. Do ordinary things in an extraordinary way. Have health, hope and happiness. Take the time to wish upon a star. And don't ever forget... For even a day... How very special you are. Love, Teresa
Sometimes when we are weary, And feel our strength is gone. Sometimes when we are lonely, And have lost hope to carry on. Sometimes in darkest moments, When we think that no one cares. God hears our cries and then sends Jesus, So our burdens He can share. Keep your eyes upon the Savior, Don't give up, just trust in Him. He'll love and guide you through each trial, And give you hope to try again. When your heart feels only sorrow, And you don't know where to turn. When you see no reason to continue, He will gently help you learn. That every trial and each temptation, And every problem that we face, Can be a lesson of great value, If learned by His Amazing Grace. Just put your faith and trust in Jesus. He holds the answers to each prayer. Just take His hand that is extended, Because He is waiting for you there. So, keep your eyes upon the Savior. Don't give up, just trust in Him. He'll love and guide you through each trial, And give you hope to try again. In Christ's Love, Teresa
I've never met a person yet who lived without some pain; We have some lovely days of sunshine followed by the rain! Just stop and look around you at the people passing by; You'll see faces filled with happiness and some with tear filled eyes! God didn't promise sunshine each and every day; To each life there'll be some pain and sorrow that will come our way. But He'll give to us a rainbow and His strength to carry on; For the sun will shine once again when the rain is gone! He promised He'd be with us through the good and the bad; The love He gives to us each day will make our hearts rejoice and be glad! He knows when we are hurting, and when fears and doubts creep in; But if we put our trust in Him, we'll know the sun will shine again! When all the pain and fears are gone and we have peace and joy once more; We'll mount up with His wings beneath us and once again with Him we'll soar! So wipe away those tears my friend and smile through the rain; Remember sometimes we must lose if His best we are to gain! And remember........ God Loves You! And so do I..... Love, Teresa
Heavenly Father, I ask that you bless Garna in a special way today. I ask that you show her all the blessings that you have bestowed on her and to let her know how much she is loved. Give her the strength that she needs. May she drink from the living waters and never grow thirsty. May she continue to rest in Your arms of love and to know what a precious child of God she is. She has truly been a blessing not only in my life but in all the lives she has touched and continues to touch with her love, understanding, and compassion. She gives of herself to help another. For this I am truly grateful. Thank you for allowing us to be friends. May she continue to walk by faith and not by sight knowing that You are always there taking her by the hand and walking with her. And in those times that she finds difficult, may You carry her and set her on solid ground. Fill her with joy that she may sing Your praises and know how much she is loved. Also continue to embrace her when she feels lost. Continue to strengthen her when she is weak, comfort her when she has grown weary. May she continue to breathe Your grace everyday of her life. I ask all these things in Your Precious Holy Name. Amen Love, Teresa
GOD knows how hard you have tried. When you've cried so long your heart is in anguish, GOD has counted your tears. If you feel that your life is on hold and time has passed you by, GOD is waiting for you. When nothing makes sense and you are confused or frustrated, GOD has the answer. If suddenly your outlook is brighter and you find traces of hope, GOD has whispered to you. When things are going well and you have much to be thankful for, GOD has blessed you. When something joyful happens and you are filled with awe, GOD has smiled upon you. Remember that wherever you are or whatever you are feeling, GOD knows! Love, Teresa
I WAS DIOGNOSED IN 09/05.i HAD NO SYMPTONS EXCEPT STARTED BLEEDING 2 WEEKS BEFORE SURGERY.STAGE 1,WHAT EVER THAT MEANS AND REFUSED CHEMO.
Things havent gone well for me in the last couple of years,and on top of everything else i am more depressed over my health and cancer,and family.
I am a 58 year old grandmother who is raising her 17 year old g/daughter,I have 3 other adult children.I have been told i am bi-p0lar(not tested)I have cancer(2005) chronic asthamatic,arthritis,and lung desease which all combined,make me very depressed.