dduckie's Journal

I bear an awful secret, it hurts to tell the truth.
I trusted you my mentor, and you robbed me of my youth.
That carefree childhood innocence for me is long since gone.
I will never forget what you did to me, but still I must go on.
To live my life as best I can, a smile my fascade.
How could you look me in the eye and tell me there’s a God?
Your illness made you weak inside, it sickens me to know,
how much I begged and pleaded, but you wouldn’t let me go.
A nightmare I must live with all my days upon the earth.
To satisfy your lustful urge...is that all I was worth?
The lives destroyed aren’t mine alone, this touches everyone.
Family and friends and future love...my unborn daughter or son.
I’m safe in my home, and I’m safe in my bed.
This Mantra repeated again in my head.
It will never be over, it will never be through.
This scar on my life that was put there by you...