EllaStar's Journal

I've heard that it's not your past that determines your future, it's your perspective, however due to all events in my past my perspective has emerged as bleak with overcast skies and pouring rain.

Can someone please bring me in from the cold. I am broken and have no purpose, please please help me find purpose.

I dream of a better life for myself almost every day but usually come crashing back to reality in no time at all. I cannot keep a positive outlook because I've had such a negative past, How do I turn that around? I don't know if a can do it alone, in fact I know I cannot.

I feel I am falling back into despair.