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May 6, 2008 8:26am
I am in a quandry at the moment, I am smack bang in the middle of exam time at college, but I have also had a holiday to Spain booked for 12th May …
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EllaStar
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About Me
I'm seeking inner peace! Currently studying Social Sciences at college (mature student so they say!)
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Writing, reading, movies, archaeology.
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Back to school!
April 7, 2008 6:04pm
first day back at college after a month off, very anxious, but I did it! got the news that we've got a psychology exam on friday though, …
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Journal Entry for March 27, 2008
March 27, 2008 8:21am
I've heard that it's not your past that determines your future, it's your perspective, however due to all events in my past my perspective has …
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Depression creeping in again
March 24, 2008 11:48am
I wake feeling empty, stripped of my thirst for life, knowing I'll spend the day engulfed in my imagination. Consumed by the reality of the past I …
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TOBOY OR GIRLIE GIRL WITCH 1 ARE YOU? THANX WITCHIEPO XXXX
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gosh, i soon will be in your shoes! i recently decided to go back to school too... i am not looking forward to it and have anxiety over it. i have ADD so it's hard for me, but i know i have to do it in order to do what i have wanted to do for a long time. glad to hear you sound somewhat well, being busy is better than not. HUGS!!
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how are u doing over there? freezing here! BRRR! just thinking of you... :-)
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI was diagnosed as clinically depressed 7 years ago and have been on a couple of different ant-depressants since. I married young, and it didn't last long, it was a bad marriage. He was very controlling and manipulative. I was also diagnosed with endometriosis after suffering with crippling period pain etc from the age of 12/13. Finally had this diagnosis after 6 years of being in and out of hospital. I have had three suicide attempts, all overdoses.
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- Elavil Not Working
- Prozac Not Working
- Made my anxiety worse
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Working / Worked
- I like to write poetry, sometimes it helps to get things out my head.
Close Endometriosis
Started having problems with extremely heavy bleeding and chronic pain from the onset of my periods at age 12/13, and after 6 years of being made to feel as if I were imagining things I was finally diagnosed with endo.
Treatments
- Extended-Cycle Birth Control Not Working
- made my depression worse.
- Laser Surgery Somewhat Helpful
- have had 4 laser treatments. each time providing relief for longer. however have been advised not to have anymore.
- Provera Not Working
- didn't help with depression.
- Surgery Somewhat Helpful
- each surgery provided relief for longer periods. have had nerves cut to reduce pain.
- Synarel Not Working
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