treasurebox's Journal

I'm just not feeling well today.  my lungs are harsh and raw. coughing coughing coughing.  didn't get much sleep last night, ended up taking a 4 hour nap this afternoon. and still feel exhausted.

Made some goals with my Pdoc.

Have apartment ready to have friends over on June 9.

5 weeks, 50 boxes = 10 boxes a week to sort, put away and get rid of.

There is a community garage sale at my apartment complex in 2 weeks.  I need to donate to that.

I've been listing free and for sale ads every day. and going through at least one box a day.

I also have 'homework' to play with my son, hopefully outside, every day. today weworked with a pin toy. the one that makes your handprint, or anyother shape.  he had a blast for at least 45 minutes.

Noticed today that the kitchen is gross, the laundry has piled up, there are 2+ bags of garbage to go out. I've been spending waaaayyy to much time inside the computer.

C has been having a bunch of temper tantrums.  Pdoc thinks he might be pinging off me to get me out of my mood and pay attention to him.  Currently he is playing JumpStart 2nd grade. and mastering it well.  hardly any frustrations today. 

i need a bath. i need to eat. I need another bottle of water.  i did take my meds.

Pdoc noticed such a dramatic change in just a week.  from Elated to Eyeore. she wants me to look at BiPolar instead of just Major Depression. sighhhh....