Journal Entry for August 2, 2008
August 2, 2008 5:39am
After ii Was Last In Hospital About a Week later On The Tuesdaii 29th August ii Was Put Back in Hospital Agaiinn ii Took a Whole Packet of Anadin …
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Shellbie
is feeling OK
Birthday yesterday had a fab time :)
About Me
Im 14 Neally 15 ive had alot of bad things happen to me in the past && i know there is plenty more too come. Basicaly im Fake you will see me with a smile on my face but if you look deeper you will see that that smile is covering up all of the hurt i am feeling inside. Im In Year 10 At School Just 1 More Year Then im Finished But Then im Joiining the army :) ..Im doing a 43 week training course in harrogate and then a year of college and the would like to go on to university and eventully fight for my country. If u Want too Know More Add My Msn scx_blonde_scx@hotmail.co.uk Thanks x
Interests
ii Lovee To Sing && Dance It Makes Me Feel Free and in controll. i love too shop and talk. i love the summer :) .. ii Lovee My Friendss So Much They Are My Life && ii will write more when it comes too me :)
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Today
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Shellbie updated their status 10:21am
Birthday yesterday had a fab time :)…
Yesterday
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Shellbie turned 15 12:00am
August 9
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Shellbie updated their status 2:06pm
Going Off Now Love You :)…
August 6
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Shellbie updated their status 5:44am
Councilling Tomorrroww :(…
August 2
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Shellbie updated their status 5:52am
Realyy Really Bored !!…
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Journal Entry for July 22, 2008
July 22, 2008 12:01pm
Hiii Guyss!!
Iff uree wunderiin why ii haventt been on recently its becausee ii have just came out of hospiital :(
ii took an ovadose and …
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Journal Entry for July 2, 2008
July 2, 2008 2:55pm
Ive Just Found Out SomethingImm Pregnant :'(imm So Scared Please Some1 Help Me :(ThankYou x
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Journal Entry for June 18, 2008
June 18, 2008 6:42am
Hello :)ii Never Got To Go To That Wedding :(ii Ran Away ii No .. Stupiid But ii just Needed Some Spaceii Ranaway On Friidaii And Came Back Mondaii …
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Journal Entry for June 11, 2008
June 11, 2008 4:21pm
Hellooo :)
on Mondaii ii Overdosed :( .. ii Regret itt Now Thouu ii Still Feel Ill Now. But Todaii Was Good :) ... ii went on an army …
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what can I say but to send you all my love and tell you Kit amd I are thinking of you.She's having a rough patch again.You take care of yourself. Hope to chat to you soon.love n hugs Hazelxxx
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thinking of you and hoping that you are better. Hang in there.
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For you sent wiv loads of love...
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thanks for the add how are u doing did u tell someone about being pregnant? you need to ok
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i'd like to be ur friend if thats ok!!
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Close Self-Injury
Well ive been cutting, burning, banging myself since i was 12. im now coming up to my 15th birthday. on august 12th 2007 i was in hospital for overdosing. i then had to go councilling which just did not work so i stopped going. On 6th Of April 2008 ii Wass Hospitilised For 6 Days For Slitting my Wrists ii Wantedd Too get Outt Soo Badd ... ii Refusedd To Eat ii Wouldnt Help Them. ii Had to go councilling again (n)But after 1 session she sed i was ok so she discharged me shows how much she knows.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- It just didnt work. She never knew everything about me and just wasn't the right person.
Close Depression
i have realy happy moments when i just feel like shoutiin out and seyiin woo . but then for no reason i just get really low & i like the whole world to know. i cut myself, burn myself and bang myself.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Did Not Work i Hated It.
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
ive suffered abuse physically and mentally from my family but theres nothing ii can realii do about it
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- i use it as a way to escape.
Open Eating Disorders
When ii Wass In Hospital as i was really ill and had food poisoning ii got told ii had borderline anorexia and ii dont have a clue what that meens ii no its wen ure skiiny but ii ent :S inn far from it!!
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