anjeH's Journal

Well I will start with my sons b-day party...He had a wonderful time and got alot of presents! It was small so I was surprised he made out so well. We did very little this year as far as gifts but he had a blast! Deja was fussy so it was kinda hard on me then Waverly's mom insist on holding her even though she just screams and it was really getting on my nerves cause I worked to get her all calmed down and somehow she gets her again and I have to start all over! My head was already hurting from that pizza place and my feet killing me but it was all worth it to see my son so happy!

CUTE THING HE SAID THE OTHER DAY: Natasha was telling him he can't do something.... can't forget what exactly and he told her Oh yes I can I am 5 NOW and I can do whatever I want! LOL

Ok now my new job well working 12 hours was rough cause my feet hurt so bad and I think I may have heel spurs??? Since my pregnancy with Deja I have had issues with my heels off and on but I tell you by the end of 12hours I could barely walk and I don't think its just cause I have not worked. I plan to go to the doctor soon. ANyhow well the CNA that trained me was wonderful and all the CNA's were really nice and helpful BUT the nurses suck! One of the nurses doesn't like or talk to the CNA's at all! She said not hello or anything to me my entire shift and when she does have to talk to us its in a condescending tone. I asked the CNA's what her isue was and they said all the CNA's have complained about how she is and now she refused to talk to them and is against them all. It was so tense! I am like I don't know if I can work for nurses like this. There was 2 nurses and 1 charge nurse. The one nurse that is actually nice is an outcast too I guess cause she does talk to the CNA's. Its like high school! I was like OMG as long as I have been a CNA and all the places I have worked I have never in my life encountered this! So I dunno the lady was suppose to call to schedule me for next weekend and I was going to talk to her about it but maybe she won't call! LOL I plan to work just 8 hours till we move and look for another job. Once Waverly starts school it will be easier to look. So all in all it kinda sucked. None of the nurses even asked how things were going or anything very unwelcoming!

Waverly starts school in 3 weeks! They have 2 more weeks of swim class and we will have just one week where we can rest and relax. This keeing the car is really rough! I feel like a zombie!

Ok some good news! The community college called me to verify my number in case a spot opens in the x-ray tech program. She said as of now its full but was verifying all the numebrs for the people on the waiting list. So I asked her will I for sure get in next year cause I am a alternative for this year. She said oh yes definately!! I know its a year away but its a relief to finally know I will get in next fall!

When I was working all I could think about was SCHOOL SCHOOL SCHOOL!! Oh how I need to go! I want a degree! I want to make enough money so we can take our kids on vacations every year, buy them clothes without cringing at the money we have to spend, and put them in programs without saying no we can't afford it! I want to enjoy what I do and not feel so drained and disrespected because of my staus in the workforce! I am stressed, depressed and anxious! I have to work through school and I just don't want to be a CNA anymore!