Journal Entry for July 7, 2008
July 7, 2008 5:16pm
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Im a Korean adoptee. I am in search of my b-parents but have had no luck. I would like to tell my story to anyone that is willing to listen and I would love to hear others stories to.
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Whats Next???
May 23, 2008 2:49pm
I think to myself which is something that I feel brings me closer to insanity cause dont insane people talk to themselves? I find that most of my …
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TRIFLEING
May 22, 2008 4:25pm
Im finding this whole life trifleing. I wonder if I even spelled that correctly. Anyway Im not understanding the reasoning for this existence except …
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Rage
May 21, 2008 3:46pm
I am so tired of being ANGRY! This rage inside of me seems to never go away. Why? I try to be nice and kind to everyone and I try not to sin[much], …
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionIm a 35 byear old father of a beautiful daughter. I have been dealing with depression all my life but in the last 7 or so years it has become unmanagable. I think my divorce was my trigger. Before the divorce my depression would come and go but now its with me almost every day. I have been through 4 different hospitals and was diagnosed with depression and bipolar. I have been on several meds which never seem to work. I hope to get some help here.
Treatments
- Effexor Not Working
- within 2 weeks symptoms were back
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- therapist moved and the one that took over was useless
- Seroquel Somewhat Helpful
- I was on seroquel to help me sleep
- Trazodone Somewhat Helpful
- another sleep aid
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- symptoms came back
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Im not consistent enough for a definitive analysis
- Zoloft Not Working
- within 3 weeks symptoms were back
Close Bipolar Disorder
Im not sure if this is what my disorder is even though I have been diagnosed with it. I do have the highs and lows but typically it is the lows I experience. Im pretty positive Ive been like this since I was real little. Most of it came about the time I was given up for adoption. That is my major issue. I have a real hard time with dealing with that. My adoptive parents are not supportive at all and basicaly want to act like its all in my head and that I just need to grow up.
Treatments
- Abilify Not Working
- I was on it for about a year. No it did not work.
- Depakote Not Working
- I was on this in combination w/ Zoloft if I remember correctly. No it did not work.
- Group Therapy Not Working
- Im not to good at shareing in groups. I feel like people are judgeing me and it makes me uncomfortable.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- I was prescribed this for my insomnia. It did work but left me groggy all day.
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- It seemed like it worked for awhile but even w/ the dose change I went back to feeling the same way after a few months. Sometimes I felt like I was on a boat when I was on it.
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