I am 5'11 divorced with no kids, have hazel eyes and am over wieght from depression.
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ok to be honest my days have been bad. I eat because I don't care anymore, and because I feel that nobody…
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you know when you have a reall great friend even though they belong to some one else! I am talking about a dog here. My neice has this …
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They say a man’s / woman’s pain is in his/ her heart and I have to say this from the start.
The pain it starts when we are …
April 30, 2008 11:03pm
Today has been a good day. I hve been busy and my mind feels free.
I wish all my days are like this.As for my wieght I am …
April 9, 2008 11:00pm
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Your looking at all the letters
and wonder what they al mean. Well they mean I DON"T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT A Damn Thing Syndrome. Have you ever looked at someone you
really did not care about just because of his/her looks or the way they dressed or just the way they talked?. And really did not give a frack if they lived or died or where you're best friends. Well this is what it's all about. Depression, nobody cares if you live or dies or if ur lonley . beiing fat or killing urself. I feel like this all the time and wonder why I am here and why I even try to reach out to you people and even why I even bother to live. I do not fear death at all . Death is my friend . I do not feel love and I do not feel sad or pain just anger. This is what I truly feel and have been feeling for a very long time. I wish for the day I can die and come back to roam the earth to collect the souls of others that need to be kept in my black heart.
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April 1, 2008 11:18pm
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Hi Greg,Thanx for the Compliment,I try to help:) Read the Message I send to you and everyone I came on to check messages real quick. Hope you are doing better,thinking of you,Randi:)
Your NOT A LOSER HER AND I DO LIKE YOU YOUR A GREAT PERSON WHO CARES ABOUT PEOPLE REMEMER THATTTTTTTTTTTT.....
Hi Greg, I care,YOur Eating cause of all you been thru in your life and that is understandable,you got to learn you LOVE YOUR SELF THAT IS WHY YOU KEEP EATING!!HAVE YOU BEEN EXCERISING? THAT WILL HELP. I know it isnt easy,to lose the weight I need to lose some myself. There is someone out there when you least expect it that person will come into your life,you got to take care of GREG FIRST!! I care about you we all do as your friends,want to see you happy,healthy,your a survivor survivirors survive remember that,your eating for reasons have you seen a therapist at all? talking helps. I seen one every week it isnt easy. I am always here for you,I do care,remember that I really do,Randi:)
Hi Greg,I am here for you anytime remember that:) I care just wanted you to know, you have really helped me thru this hard & difficult time,send me a message please? want to know what has been going on that your feeling so horrible now we all care about u made so many friends. Always here for you, Luv,Randi:)
Hi Greg I am Angry,Frustrated,etc that this person is still putting in prescriptions just today she did under her name this other person called it in for her but used the doctors DEA # Like I said in my Journal.I called everywhere,want her put away feel so violated but I am a SURVIVOR AND STRONGER AND I WILL GET JUSTICE FROM THIS!!!!Thanks for all the SUPPORT MEANS ALOT TO ME. (((((((BIG HUGS))))))) Randi:)
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I have been depressed since 1999 and have been on meds. My family DR. has taken very ill and now I am not on any meds. I think about dieing all the time and have no one to chat too.
I have been suffering migraines since the age of 13. I am now 46 and get them quite sever . I am to the point that ocxycocet 2 tabs every 4 hrs was helpin for a while unile they started to make me sick. so now I take nothing but a zomig when I feel one coming and suffer when I have one.
I was 3 or 4 yrs old and my fother forced into the bathroom to play with him then he did oral things to me. I kept this secret for a long time when my father left my mom brought her new love into the picture who was an abuser. so from a child util I was 17 I had all kinds of problems one molested me and left then the other abused me wheres the justice in that. I never had the protection of the law like you do today but my father and stepfather are both dead.
I was 13 when I found out I liked guys and girls. I was streaking with friends when a friend of mine came up to me and stroked me then gave me a bj. We hooked and tryed it on each other and thats when we found out we both where bi.
