acceptance
May 29, 2008 12:47pm
Went to toms funeral yesterday. I knew from past experience this was the moment I had to accept the loss. Speaking to his parents and brother, who …
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guz1975
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About Me
I'm at the moment working in property maintenance, I'm trying to teach myself web design as a means to move on and free up time for my passion; music, I produce podcast radio shows when I can, done about 5 now and am trying to progress, also DJ a little for confidence.
Interests
Music is my salvation, I play guitar, DJ and write and record at home when I can (never finish anything, nothings ever good enough).I love film as long as it's challenging, have no concentration span. I also enjoy cycling, helps clear the head and always look to head off road for some peace.
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Gone
May 19, 2008 6:54pm
Had a phone call last night, a friend of mine I met in rehab 8 years ago took his own life sometime last week. Been trying to get hold of him for 2 …
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getting back on track
May 15, 2008 6:07pm
I find writing these journal entries such a help, doesn't matter if anyone else ever reads it; just helps to get it off your chest. Been missing …
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finally got some work with the music
April 30, 2008 7:45pm
Been offered £400 for some bootlegs/twotrackers I've produced by DMC records which is a big boost considering my lack of work and money …
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I know I have never been through what you have, so do try to get some help! And don't give up, you can overcome this! Hugs! Sorry if I am not of much help!
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Hey, Thats great your teaching yourself web design. I did too! I picked it up pretty easy though as I'm a graphic designer so alot of it was similar within programs etc. Good luck with it
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thank you the same to you
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Close Depression
I was diagnosed with bipolar as a teenager, took lithium for a while but stopped. have been self medicating with clonazepam and alcohol since.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Not Working
- Unless you can afford private counselling, you tend to get people straight out of college and they don't seem to know how to make you relax and open up
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- Found that it helped at times, but would also cause sudden intense feelings of anxiety and paranoia
- Clonazepam Somewhat Helpful
- Works for a while, but like any addictive benzodiazapines the quantities increase and the effect decfreases
Close Bipolar Disorder
Treatments
Open Alcoholism
Grew up in the UK in pubs and bars, began drinking in my early teens. sort of controlled it in my mid twenties, but have beeen slipping back into it lately.
Treatments
Open Heroin Addiction & Recovery
Started smoking it not long after first giving up klonopin,generally smoked, injected ocassionaly,but watched someone convulse and die from cotton fever(never injected again)realised it was taking control fairly early fortunately and only suffered relatively minor withdrawl compared to some people I had met.
Treatments
- Residential Treatment Center Working / Worked
- Kept me sedated for 4 days, don't really know what happened, but was able to cut all ties with dealers and other users and have not touched it since.
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