the move
Alrighty I am moved into my own apartment now!! go me!!! I still have some unpacking to do and some others things but I am taking my time. I love it. …

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I am a college student who just moved out of my parents house and into an apartment with my fiance. When I was younger life looked so nice to those on the outside, but looking from the inside out it was not so. My father was physically and emotionally abusive to my mother and emotionally abusive to me. My father molested me and my mom did nothing. Actually they are still together. This makes me so angery. I am a very angry person but I am trying to get that in check. I use to throw things a beat up on things. Not so much now but it is still a strugle not to be be so mad.
I love to learn new things, travel, work out and go shopping. Working out is my me time. Sometime the treadmill is the best place in the world besides sitting on the beach staring into the waves wondering what life could be.
Alrighty I am moved into my own apartment now!! go me!!! I still have some unpacking to do and some others things but I am taking my time. I love it. …
Alright so yesterday my fiance ordered our furniture for the apartment and it will be delivered on Sunday!! Yay!!! I go sign the lease tomorrow and …
Next Saturday, May 24th I am moving out of my parents house and into an apartment!!! I am sooo excited. I didn't think this would even come. Wish …
Good morning, I hope you have a great Tuesday and you do something fun.
hey i'm kind of surprised you read my journal entry it was VERY long. LOL but thanks for the feedback, I did stop making a huge attempt in speaking with her, but she eventually realized that she was being childish and now she's talking to me. but my mum's a very moody woman, so i just tell my self not to get too attached to the whole conversation thing. hope you have a good weekend.
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I grew up in an abusive home. I watched my dad beat my mom and now I have become a very angry person. I try not to be and I am working on it but some days it is just hard to not express the behaviors I onced learned.
Well where do I start. I come from a family full of addicts; drugs and alchol. Some days I am ashamed to say it but I live with it. The person that bothers me the most is my dad. He uses drugs like no other and as of 2 years ago he starting drinking and hasn't stopped! He is bi-polar and this isn't good. I am worried something may happen. What I dont't know.
When I was a litte girl,in elementary school my dad molested me. I got the strength to tell me mom, she didn't believe me, my dad said he hurt my feeling. Its been years and I talked to my mom and she said I was only "violated!" The parents are still together! I wonder if my dad will do this to my children when I decide to have them? Also did he do it to my brother? If he did he hasn't said anything and I want to tell him he is not alone if my dad hurt him too.
I hate this; bi-polar crap! All it does it distroy people inside and out. The person lies and blames everything on the short term memory loss! yeah ok get over it..you have a problem!! My dad!
I am working on my BS in Organizational Communication at a great school but I have a problem comprehending somethings and that is always a challenge. I am going good in my classes but it takes me so long to get things done. I feel like a loser at times.
Almost a year ago I was told my thyroid wasn't working and that is why I was gaining weight and my cholesterol was rising.
I have had a problem with my weight for about 2 or 3 years now due to my thyroid not working and now they are trying to get it on track but it is not going to help me with the weight. So I try to eat healthy and excerise.