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Thursday, September 25, 2008 | A Rambling story

I wake up day after day wondering is it all worth it??

what the hell is it all for?? why didnt he just save me

all this shit and just fucking kill me?? what is it they say?

what are dads for. it is the least he could have did.

I think about why I didnt cut deeper?? could I just

be a fuckup all the way around??? why isnt life like it is on tv??

is anyone really happy???????????????????????????????????

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Hug tryin...

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No - I don't think anyone is happy like those on TV. Life has so damn many hurdles - it gets very hard. I'm with you on this - I'm looking for a happier life - where the Hell is it? We'll figure it out - some day.

Just please hang onto knowing that you are a very capable woman - and Tim is full of shit. You are clearly very caring - maybe too caring - that's one of my pitfalls. I'm here if you want to talk. Take care my friend.

LindaJean
Lisa!
You are the most precious person!!!
PLEEZE!!! You know this!!
)))HUGS(((

auntshawn
I'm so sorry you're feeling this way. I wish I could take you out of the life you're in.
PLEASE hang in there. Things HAVE to get better for you!
Lots of love coming your way....HUGS!

glucklich
I am sorry you are sad. I wish life was more like TV sometimes too. It all seems so easy, but unreal.

I hope your today is better.

Strawberr1e5
Lisa - what Tim tells you about yourself is a lie. He feels better when you feel badly about yourself. He's a sadist and he is not going to change. I so wish you could find your way out of there. I think every one of your friends would like to go and get you out of there - maybe giving Tim a whack on the way out. He is such a bastard. I'm just so sorry you are having to go through this.

LindaJean