I'm really scared right now. I …
I'm really scared right now. I honestly want to kill myself and I'm afraid I'll go thru with it 100% this time. I've …

I feel really isolated from everyone. I dont talk to anyone anymore, not my friends, family or even calum.Everyones abandoned me. Even the people on DS, it seems. I feel as if I cant love anymore. My love for others has just gone. And my "love" for myself too. I'm empty. Hollow. A shell. I cant talk to calum anymore, and i dont have any close friends. All in all, I feel depressed and want to cut SO badly, dont want to eat or talk. Just want to die. But I doubt anyone will read or respond to this so whats the point even posting it?
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Add your supportI'm really scared right now. I honestly want to kill myself and I'm afraid I'll go thru with it 100% this time. I've …
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