wiltedcat's Journal

I feel like the beast of beauty and the beast. I look in the mirror and don't like what I see as I place the mirror down on the desk. I sigh in sadness as the rose of my time, dims. I am getting more depressed and more tired in my circumstances. I so close to losing it. I feel like just not working and sleeping for days. I seriously don't know how to live like everyone else. I feel like a monster. I am lost for words. I feel hopeless. I feel strange and dark like pins and needles are covered all over my body and I live in a cold black and white world. My heart and little small dreams are frozen....