Journal Entry for April 28, 2008
my fiance and i are doing better we have recently been through alot we are going to the doctors tomorrow because he has been having head troubles the …
my fiance and i are doing better we have recently been through alot we are going to the doctors tomorrow because he has been having head troubles the …
my fiance and i have been toghther for 4 years and we are about to break up we just dont get eachother any more and we dont know how to love one …
i am trying to figure out what started my eating disorders
was it my parents divorce
was it my friends
was it my abusive boyfriends
was it the need …
how can anyone say i am ugly
who has the right
why can they judge me
why do i judge me
i dont want to be me
i want to be pretty
i want to be perfect
i …
May God bless you and strengthen you always..
Just wanted you to know I was thinking of you, hope you are doing ok. Love Shelle xox
You are beautiful.Don't ever believe otherwise. You are defined not by what others say or think.
Hope that you are having a lovely Easter. Love, Shelle xox
lovely to meet you
i have been anorexic for 8 years sometimes i will eat to fool people but i will throw it up asap
i have psoriasis on my scalp and i get it from my father it drives me nuts no one elese can see i have it but they can see me constantly picking at my scalp it drives me nuts and it hurts
i am 21 and ever since i can remember i have had to drink at least 3 times a week but i dont just have a few i have to get drunk i think it helps me accept myself and my eating disorders i have never gotten mean druck i am always very loving of everyone and myself i think it is the only time i do love myself
ever since i was a very young girl i have had to have things organized everything in its place i freak out i bite my nails or i cry if anything gets dirty or out of order i just cant handle it cuz if its not perfect i can never be
my best friend and the most wonderful man in the world is a cocaine addict he is in treatment now and i love him more than anything i have been his best friend since i was 8 and now i am 21 and i miss him the real him SDS if you read this i am sorry i have not been around latley
i hate myself and i hate evrything i do i hate the way i look everything. i will never be good enough i have felt this way since i was 13 i want me back i hate this person i have become