mudblossom's Journal

My small codependency lunch time support group got cancelled.  I feel like crying.  A bill collector called today at work (which is a scary experience) on one bill I didn't pay because I'm out of money, I was able to pay the minimum over the phone. The reason I had the money to do that is as it turns out I didn't fill my Cymbalta Rx, because it would have been over $100.  I dropped off a request to have my doc write a new script so I can mail it off for a 90 day supply at only $20 copay.  Don't know why that's cheaper, but it is.  I am still waiting on the small loan I asked for.  It's weird, they sent me a letter saying I could borrow more, and now it's taking days...weird.  I don't get it.  None of it.  I really, really want to feel better, but also feel like life is kicking me in the teeth rather repeatedly.  Yesterday I was starting to feel better, and generally I think I am, it's just so easy to get stressed again.  I don't think I will be able to really breathe until I get the refund, but I wonder how long they may take.  I don't get paid for another week, but I suspect my paycheck will beat the refund.