Juice Fast!
I haven't written a journal entry in a while - I guess I got really busy with final papers, and then was just relaxing and not wanting to think …

is feeling Good
I'm a graduate student in my late 20s, currently living in the Midwest. I grew up on the East Coast, but now also have family living in the Bay Area - including my boyfriend who is also a graduate student. I love philosophy (especially Hegel, Heidegger, and Foucault) and crafting (especially sewing, knitting, weaving, bead/metal jewelry work). I also love going for walks - I can wander around for hours. I hate winter, and can't wait to move somewhere warm!
I haven't written a journal entry in a while - I guess I got really busy with final papers, and then was just relaxing and not wanting to think …
So, it's been a week since the beginning of the body change competition. Unfortunately, I'm at exactly the same place that I was a week ago. …
Well, after I posted that journal entry yesterday, I kept binging! What on earth is wrong with me? I feel terrible that I let myself do that, …
Ick - I totally binged yesterday and today. I was doing so well last week, and then lost it yesterday. First, I went out for Indian for dinner - but …
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I've had problems with disordered eating as long as I can remember, and along with that body image problems. I go through good and bad periods. Recently I've had around 6 months without problems - I thought that this thing was finally behind me, especially since the worst times for me are the winters. I have SAD and usually strongly crave carbs and cheeses in winter. For some reason though, I've been eating compulsively for the past two/three weeks and it has completely discouraged me.