Journal Entry for June 9, 2008
June 9, 2008 8:31pm
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DTPM
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About Me
I separated from my husband the beginning of February, after 10 years together, and a year and a half being married. I'm a systems analyst for a large student loan company, and am just trying to get through each day.
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Trying to laugh, but wanting to cry...
April 5, 2008 10:55pm
It's been over 2 months since I moved out, and have talked to STBX a handful of times since then; mostly about bills that have come in (I …
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hii , how hyou doin ?
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Its amazing how two people can be thousands of miles away and have so many similar problems. Take care of yourself now.
I’m With You
I know your pain and hope you feel beter. It has been one month for me and i don't know how to be alone yet. feel free to talk.
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Close Breakups & Divorce
Treatments
- Leave Somewhat Helpful
- I moved out beginning of February, and still getting used to it. I hate the loneliness, and getting in bed alone every night, but I am finding certain perks to living alone.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I started seeing my fabulous therapist for panic issues, and it has morphed into 1-person marriage counseling. She doesn't make it all better, but she makes me think about things that never came to mind.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- I have a great group of friends that have been incredibly supportive!
- Time Too Soon to Tell
- Everyone talks about "time", "it takes time", and I'm too impatient a person to wrap my mind around that. But I don't really have a choice, do I?
Close Panic Attacks
Panic disorder runs in my family; started with my mother in her teens, as well as my sister. I dodged the bullet until about 2 years ago.
Treatments
- BuSpar Not Working
- Couldn't take the side effects
- Effexor Not Working
- Couldn't take the side effects
- Paxil Not Working
- Couldn't take the side effects
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Helpful to talk to someone, but doesn't stop the anxiety
- Xanax Working / Worked
- Helps in the short-term
- Selegiline Working / Worked
- Works better than the rest but not as well as Id like and I dont like that its an MAOI
