A nite of hell
June 17, 2008 7:21pm
I was drunk and was orally raped a few days ago. Nobody can help me I dont know why they keep trying to. I wish they would just let me die.
Goal Completed on Jun 2, 08
BeccaJean65’s Profile
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BeccaJean65
is feeling Horrible
wants to take a bunch of sleeping pills and never wake up
About Me
My name is Becca. I am 18. I live at home with my parents and my 3 cats. I have no brothers or sisters. I don't know what I want to do with my life.
Interests
I love horror movies. For music i have been interested in avenged sevenfold, but apart from that i like country and the newer stuff on the radio.
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Recent Activity
Yesterday
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BeccaJean65 gave PinkFlower9804 a Hug 12:13pm
im here i guess i already felt like killing myself and yesterday my adoptive father told me when they…
Tuesday
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BeccaJean65 changed their mood to Horrible 11:23pm
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BeccaJean65 changed their mood to Bad 11:23pm
June 27
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BeccaJean65 updated their status 12:29pm
wants to take a bunch of sleeping pills and never wake up…
June 17
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BeccaJean65 wrote a journal entry: A nite of hell 7:21pm
I was drunk and was orally raped a few days ago. Nobody can help me I dont know why they keep trying…
April 6
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BeccaJean65 turned 18 12:00am
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I am accepted
June 12, 2008 10:49pm
I found out yesterday that I was accepted to a college in my home town caled Presentation college. I am planning on going there at the moment for …
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Journal Entry for June 2, 2008
June 2, 2008 5:12pm
I live in a different town now wich is about ten times better no drama whatsoever yet.
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GRRRRRRRRRR
May 30, 2008 10:41am
I NEED TO GET OUT OF THIS TOWN BEFOR I GO FUCKEN NUTS WELL I THINK I AM ALREADY THERE BUT YA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Hug
I'm so sorry he said such a horrible thing to you. He is just a mean, aweful person. We all have problems, he has no right to judge like that. You are special and wonderful, don't let anyone make you feel that your not. xoxoxo
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I’m With You
are you there? I'm worried, how are you? xoxo
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Hug
Becca! sweetie, I'm here for you....I care. Please keep trying, I know its hard.. BIG HUGS xxx
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You don't know me, but I still care. hang in there kiddo
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just because
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Support Groups
Close ADHD / ADD
well i have adhd and yup i keep getting put on meds. but hopfully i can get off sometime
Treatments
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionWell in about 5th Grade i was diagnosed with haveing depression.i have been hospitallized for trying to commit suiced 4 times. and have been expelled. once for overdosing on other people meds in school. but i working on it. i have had 8 counselors.
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Considering
- Positive Thinking Considering
- Prozac Too Soon to Tell
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Zoloft Not Working
- I was hospitalized for overdosing on this
Open Rape
When i was 13 i was raped by someone who i thought was a friend. i told a friend what happend, she told a school counselor who phoned my parents the guy is in prison for 5 years.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- I still have alot of flashbacks with what happend but i have been ableto talk bout it.
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Codependency
When i was in school had so much drama i couldnt deal and pills just seemed to make me out of it and i wouldnt remember anything. I was hospitalized 4 times and i have been in counseling.
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
- when i feel like doing this again ijust talk to a friend
- \"Codependent No More\" Working / Worked
- I have not been hospitalized for overdosing for almost 9 months
Open High School Stress
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
Open Depression - Teen
Treatments
- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Considering
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Anxiety
BeccaJean65 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Prescription Drug Abuse
BeccaJean65 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Bereavement
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking Not Working
Open Sexual Abuse
BeccaJean65 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Parenting Toddlers (1-3)
Um i not a parent. I baby sit a 2and a half year old on monday nites and was just here to get some pointers
Treatments
- Patience Working / Worked
- Positive Reinforcement Working / Worked
Open Parenting Preschoolers (3-5)
Treatments
- Education (School) Working / Worked
- Patience Working / Worked
Open Inhalant Abuse & Recovery
BeccaJean65 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
Treatments
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Rubber Bands Considering
- Squeezing Ice Not Working
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Adoption
I was born April 6 1990, On May 30 1990 I was addopted to my parents. I was born in pierre south dakota. My mom was to young to keep me and my dad didnt want me i guess from what i hear
Open Teen Anxiety
BeccaJean65 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Alcoholism
BeccaJean65 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.
