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WHY ME, WHY NOW?????????????? Mood
Friday, July 25, 2008 | A Venting story
WHY NOW, WHY ME?

For over 3 years now I've begged you to see
I needed you so badly, I hurt inside of me
But was not to be, you were to within yourself
Now it is you who needs me, Oh wait do I want to be

There for you now
When you made yourself Blind to me
Maybe so, Maybe not
Guess you will have to wait and see

No you won't and you know it
That's how I am, I've been beside you
Every step of the way
I take care of you, I do , do, do...

Do you even know that if not for me
You may not be here today
Through YOUR bad times now
I STILL HAVE to do it your way

Oh how I resent you, more everyday
For everything you have done to me
But, I am not God, no way
So you will answer to Him you see

Look back at what you have done to me
How do you like me now
I sure hope someone does
Because it's hard for me to somehow

I KNOW I am a good person
I care about others needs
I just hope one day you open your eyes
And see what killed my Love
Your Cruel and Betraying Deeds!

©Dana Price
July, 2008


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Comments

  1. kuzy

    really good poem explains a lot very clearly kimberly


    kuzy

  2. Ravin714

    Kimberly,
    He is back in the hospital with Congestive Heart Failure
    and now I feel so damn guilty for this but dammit
    it is true!! The Lies, Deceit, Betrayal, then he changed but
    it was to late..
    I went Numb and still am....
    God Forgive Me


    Ravin714

  3. tthunder

    you have nothing to feel guilty about,probably none of my damn business,but you are a loving,caring,and giving person,you have done all you can do,for some people they never open their eyes it seems,until,well,some never do. hope I didn't offend you,your a good friend,and loved by many people. ok I will shut up now


    tthunder

  4. goldensong

    Damn Ravin. You sound like me. God forgives you, it's us that have problems with forgiving ourselves. You, like me are just angry and tired. That's all it is. I see it now. It's ok for us to be angry and tired. We'll make it though, we always do. Love you Sis


    goldensong

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