Journal Entry for July 20, 2008
well I went to michigan for a bit,it was ok,worked and was able to see my son for a minute,that was a …
I moved to indy 1 1/2 years ago following my daughter and her family here.My passion is my art,Im a fiber artist,not working right now.I like the outdoors in the country,eat healthy,love my 4 grandbabies,they are the best!!!
fruitfly gave rab57 a Hug 8:19am
hi Rab, thank you so much for being such a good friend,you always check on me and I greatly appreciate…
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hi Rab thank you so much for checking up on me,I really appreciate it I need your friendship,seems people…
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hi hun love you…
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fruitfly wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for July 20, 2008 8:09pm
well I went to michigan for a bit,it was ok,worked and was able to see my son for a minute,that was a…
well I went to michigan for a bit,it was ok,worked and was able to see my son for a minute,that was a …
just wanted to update,been so very busy which is good.But between school,work and trying to have a bit of a social life,Im very busy!But …
ok so Ive hit a bump in the road,dated a guy for a week,he was so nice,and really seemed like a good guy you know,he wanted to see me …
you know I wish I had this interesting journal to write,but I dont,its all good though,Im busy and happy!!!!Yes happy! I feel good …
just wanted to say Im doing very well,working alot,dating some and going to school,keeping my head up and …
Still here if you need to chat/message - presume you are still doing good! Love and Big Hugs. RAb.
Hope things are going well. Just checking in!
Really hope everything is still going well - presume it is as you haven't updated for a while :-) - Not that I'm nagging - lol - Loads of love and Big Hugs. Rab.
Big Hugs, sugar!!
Hey girl, you ok?
I moved to indianapolis from michigan a year and a half ago,met this guy,we hit it off and after a period of time I moved in with him,now I find pictures from the past of naked women he dated,porn on the computer,he refuses to get rid of anything that has to do with his past and alot of it is from one woman,he refused to get rid of the smutty emails a friend diligently sent weekly,everytime I would find porn sites in his history or cookies on the computer his answer was I dont know
to make a long story short,I found pictures of women naked from the past,smutty emails,some nude from an old high school friend(he sends them daily)porn sites on his history and in his cookies on the computer,of course he doesnt know how they got there and its not a big deal to him why should it be a big deal to me,he knows that I was molested and raped ,and when I try to explain that I feel degraded and like he has to look at them to have sex with me,he gets POed and tells me your sick
I was molested starting when I was about 4 and it went on for a few years,it was a relative who babysat,I never told,I was raped when I was about 14 by a cousin(what a family,huh)
I dont know where to start,my whole life Ive wanted to please people,Im afraid of people not liking me,I was always afraid of my Mom getting rid of me,I didnt know I was codependant until I read some of the posts,but IAM,Im not even sure what Im co dependant to,hope this site helps
I believe Im in an emotionally abusive relationship