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Monday, April 21, 2008 | A Frustrating story

The last past 10 days have been very difficult for me. I had a friend at my work-just so everybody knows I work at a bar. He got drunk and fell and cracked his head on Friday a wk ago. Well, he ended up in shock trauma in a coma and on Friday he passed away. It was a great lost to all of us. Then because of this and other reasons things got really crazy at work. Things are going on that shouldn’t be and not sure if I want to be a part of it. First, they brought their own beer in, so the bartender on duty didn’t serve them one beer. This of course is illegal but they don’t see it that way. Then other things are going on. Well, I decided to start looking for another job and have been looking on monster and other sites. I really need something with benefits. I just feel so lost and not sure where to turn. I also feel invisible like nobody sees me or notices me. Even on here sometimes I will post things and they seem to be ignored. I know that I am just feeling sorry for myself right now but sometimes to be recognized like others are would be appreciative. Just seems different things in my life are happening and not sure I like what they are.

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OMG I know exactly how you feel I often tell my daughter I am a figment of my own imagination! Hang in there I've been trying to find a job for months with no success!
Anne

insaneannie
you know, here, in OC, the jobs will be opening up like crazy with summer coming. I say, if you can, come here for the summer, or even for ever:) You know you could find a bar tenders job here in an instant! Its not that far from where you are if you dont want to be too far from family. Just an idea.

diemjs
Hugs!!

AhHa
I'm sooo sorry about the loss of your friend. I used to love the bar scene....I still know alot of bartenders and bouncers and regulars...etc. Anyhow sorry........but dont stop looking for work. You'll find something else and it will get you away from that place and feelings.

I worked in a bar for a bit on a security team. I did it to help occupy my time last year during my "dark days." It was just a part time gig cause I work full time elsewhere.

Hope I made sense.... (((hugs)))
~Joe

TekJoe
I'm very Sorry I didn't check sooner. My condolences on the loss of your friend!! And good luck on finding a job!

stepda