I have not been on much lately becaue I am doing some growing and healing. I have forgiven my stbx for everything-doesn't mean I trust him or forget what he has done it means I have forgiven him and put it in God's hands. This is where it needs to be. I am moving on and doing things by myself and it feels great. Haven't been on here for several weeks and when I have come on I have just checked my messages and replied to some and then off again. I am sorry if anybody doesn't like that but for now it is how it needs to be. I am not saying goodbye yet because I still have a long way to go and I feel that I will be back on here stronger then ever and helping other people. I have been deeling with things in my life and other things that comes up. My oldest daughter is leaving her husband and I am helping her through this. My youngest daughter who went off to college where her father lives in not happy and is thinking about coming home. I have things going on at work and still looking for another job. All in all my life is good and I love where I am and where I am going. Yes, I have learned very much from all of you but at the same time it was like you were holding me back from healing. Once, I can face everyone again and I get over this one obstacle in my way I think I will be back for awhile. Hope everyone is doing good and will talk to you later.
UPDATED GOALS
You do what you need to do. If we are holding you back, get outa here! I look forward to the day when I can separate from DS. For now it holds me together sometimes.
AliceJoy
You are on a awesome road...
AhHa
You are doing a great job. Good for you that you are really moving on! Congrats!
njmel7