Journal Entry for May 12, 2008
May 12, 2008 1:01pm
My blood is red
Its not blue
Shit I'm not dead
That sucks too
You can cut yourself
And find out life is not a dream
You put the razor on …
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thederailed1
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About Me
i have been diagnosed bipolar for 15 years. I live all alone. In a glass house with all the windows broken by me. Or was it steel and i knocked it down too. I have all the luck in the world and its all bad. I don't know anymore just hoping it'll get better.
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Journal Entry for May 12, 2008
May 12, 2008 12:35pm
I finally resigned myself to the fact that im a loser and will never have a real friend here that i can see touch feel and that they are real. …
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all your shit
May 12, 2008 12:11pm
I have a bullit with your name
It's a really shiny one
It's to end this game
You left me alone
All by myself
In a lonesome world
To die by …
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lonliness
May 11, 2008 7:41pm
lonliness sucks so lets get drunk
no one cares cause no ones there
i wanna forget that no ones around
and then itll be easier to bear
wanting to …
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sending a hug!Barb
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been so long & my heart is still with you. I'm sorry you're gone & I miss you........
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stopped by 2 say hi!!!!!!!jeanna
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Hi Glenn, Sending some forget-me-nots.... It has been awhile & although I guess I'm kinda ok, it has been very rough. I've kept myself away from everyone b/c people are just liars & they only care about themselves, trying to take advantage of others. All I've been doing is going to work & sleeping. Hmmm...I lost 9 lbs. & I wasn't even trying! Anyways... I hope you're doing ok. Is everything working ok with the love you said you found? I know that was awhile ago & I was wondering how things were going with you. I was thinking of you today. From out of nowhere. You take care & write back soon..... HUGS....Anna
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hope y'r day is GOOD!!!!!!!!!take care, jeanna
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Close Bipolar Disorder
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- Lamictal Working / Worked
- works real well if i miss a dose i cant sleep and stay wired and violently angry.
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- Zoloft Working / Worked
- became use to it taking very high dosages.
- Zyprexa Working / Worked
Close ADHD / ADD
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Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depressioni have been diagnosed bipolar for 15 years. been married and divorced twice.and have 3 wonderful children. I live all alone. In a glass house with all the windows broken by me. Or was it steel and i knocked it down too. I have all the luck in the world and its all bad. I don't know anymore just hoping it'll get better.
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- Zoloft Working / Worked
- guess it works with rest of ensamble
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