LittleMouse333's Journal

well i took the test and it said that i'm not but my friend told me to take it in 2 weeks also i'm in a really deep depression and i don't know how to get out of it also i missed 4 days of school because of me being depressed and it sucks cause i don't want to but i just don't feel like getting up and doing anything i have gotten sick because i really have not been eating and that is what happenes when i'm in a really deep depression i got told i need to do stuff that makes me happy but the thing that makes me happy lives so far away what can i do does anyone know??? please help???,

Also there is this one guy who is my ex and he lives in new york and the thing is why is it so easy for him to push me to do my best adn the only one that can make me clam down and when he says to clam down i do??? he understand me and he knows what i'm gonna say before i do??? he also told me the other day that he well always be here for me no matter what ??? i trust him and i tell him everything but the thing is he pushes me to do my best and i don't understand how cause he lives so far away can anyone help please