I didn't mean that I was giving up on life, literally...just the church variety. I'm too much of a wild man with anger issues to be "Brother Joe" anymore. If Jesus wants me, He knows where I live...I just need more (alot more!) motivation to continue. Honestly, I need a wife to be saved, at least, that's what I tell myself, without which, I think I'll call it a night (pun intended) I could sure use, at least, a girlfriend with similar interests. I feel that no one really appreciates me. (except my DS friends, of course, for which, I thank you all for the hugs and support, really) I'm so glad I found this site...That fairly sums it up I guess. Thanks again, Peace, God bless Roger Wilco, over and out...

Sounds like life's taken a bit of an upward turn for you. Yeah, I know what you mean about needing/wanting the other half. My wife gives me reson to carry on with life, which so often I otherwise wouldn't feel up to it. Work is a good place, sometimes, to meet others, as is school. Church groups also serve as such an opportunity sometimes, I'm told. Just keep yourself "out there," while not looking too hungry at the same time.
I learned that I needed to be up front regarding my financial lifestyle, especially once I got divorced (This is my 2nd & last marriage, and we're getting close to the 22 year mark)! I was pretty broke when I met her, and let her know that right up front. Things are much better now after all of these years, but I'll never be a heavy hitter when it comes to $ myself.
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