Iam 38 yrs old. I live in a shared …
Iam 38 yrs old. I live in a shared house but Am very lonely. Not feeling good at mo.
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I really miss the feelings I thought my wife and I shared. Like the feeling that I was as special to her as she was to me and the feeling that we shared things with each other that we shared with no one else.
She walked in the house as I was writing this, smelling like smoke, just one more thing to remind me of everything, because before she went away, she never smoked. Amazing, didn't smole for 39 years and then thinks it's a good idea.
She walked in the house as I was writing this, smelling like smoke, just one more thing to remind me of everything, because before she went away, she never smoked. Amazing, didn't smole for 39 years and then thinks it's a good idea.
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Iam 38 yrs old. I live in a shared …
Iam 38 yrs old. I live in a shared house but Am very lonely. Not feeling good at mo.
I feel torn inside and I cant take …
I feel torn inside and I cant take this pain of knowing he is with someone else. I long to be in his arms and to see …
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Cricket08
She isn't thinking straight. It probably is her own punishment or way to relieve anxiety. Just as you are experiencing all the pain, she too may be experiencing pain for doing what she did. I know it's hard to think that way when you are on the receiving end of the deception. But I'm trying to heal by looking at how my H might be dealing with things after he cheated. It helps me a little to realize that he too is having trouble dealing with the issue, even though hurt me. Maybe with both parties trying to heal, it may turn around where one of you ends up helping the other heal once you are successful. It will get better. Hang in there. Enjoy the good memories and let go of the bad.
Softheart313
I agree with Cricket. Are you guys in counseling yet? I know what you mean about missing that feeling of being "on the same page" as the saying goes. I hope it will come back some day.
pianogirl
Sounds like she is smoking to relieve stress. I too crave for the things me and H use to share I find myself wishing I could turn back the hands of time A time when I never mistrusted. I walk around with this deep pain in my soul thats missing that special connection. I know how you feel, stay strong, thats all we can do for now....
SooSad1972
I know how u feel. I don't live here alone, but i feel as if i always am. Nothing is the same and i often remember when things were great and wish i could go back to those days :(
cutiem27
I found this on a website:
The infidelity is that you took something that was supposed to be mine, which is sexual or emotional intimacy, and you gave it to somebody else. I thought that we had a special relationship, and now you have contaminated it; it doesn’t feel special any more, because you shared something that was very precious to us with someone else.
It totally sums it up for me.
amithatstupid
I agree with amithatstupid... The Bible also agrees with her... God said that we should leave our father and our mother and to become one with each other... That not only means sexual but in everything other way...
Our relationship with our parents is usually the strongest that we have before we marry...
So God said that the relationship with them should be less and our husband/wife should become the strongest in our life!! So where would another person come in, without losing the closest with our spouse...
Most wedding vows say to forsake all others, and when we don't, we bring suffering to that person who we have made the vows to...
We are only thinking about ourselves if we don't remember our husband/wife in our sexual or emotional thinking!!
Aprilfool2007