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Journal Entry for April 23, 2008 Mood

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

I haven't written a discussion topic in a while, I wrote this today:

The truth is difficult to hear and also very painful, but it's better than the pain of knowing you are not getting the truth and having the person that you trusted beyond doubt for almost half you life to stand there and lie to you.

They may as well kiss you while stabbing you in the heart.

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Im so there with you Reil. ((HUGS)) We live with Aliens. It unbearable. I have gotten to where I don't ask questions anymore because it's just to easy for H to lie.

Cricket08
When you are feeling down try to look into your heart and know that it is her issue. If she was capable of this kind of betrayal,she was only thinking of herself and not of you, it hurts to have this knowledge, find strength in the fact that you know now though. At least you are not in the dark anymore. It is so difficult and you are with people on here who know exactly the way it feels.

broknheart
I see that there are 3 sides to a story/event. His, mine, and the truth. I know my perception is slightly biased. And I can understand fear that would push you into lying. It just hurts though because I want to place a value on myself ( my worth ) by the honesty people give me. Its how I show value and importance to others. I have a hard time with people who don't think the same and it's a gut slasher loving someone who doesn't think or act in kind.

Robinomore