today i went to a step class it …
today i went to a step class it felt so good to get rid of my stress. i feel better but nothing has changed i guess i …
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lifeless nothing was too bad nothing …
lifeless nothing was too bad nothing was great i spent the day numb
I like many other mothers on this site know that numb feeling all too well. I know it doesn't seem like it will get better but it will. Yes it always hurts but the form of that hurt will change. I can't put it in words because like anything else that's difficult in life you have to experience it and when you look back you understand that it's a trial that is very unique to each person. Yes we all feel the same emotions but we all deal with them differently. I still have difficult days but I don't go to that very dark empty place that I wish would have swallowed me up. Although I miss my son terribly I am able to find things that make me smile and laugh again. It's not ever the same as before we lose our children but we learn to put the puzzle back together again. The picture will look different but it can still be beautiful. I feel that it is probably a life long journey we travel now and that the road will be downhill, uphill, curvy, steep, narrow, and rocky. Then with alot of faith and endurance hopefully the road will plateau where we can walk with some ease. Thinking of you today. Love Robin
Robin4
I luv your journal entry.
Steph
stephanied1230
Robin has put this beautifully.
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