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Thursday, March 13, 2008 | A Painful story

My constant chant is " Jeremy is dead" I can't seem to listen to myself. I hope to see him in my dreams. He gave me a kiss on the cheek the other night and said "hi, mama". I smiled.

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I'm at work today. People are still just hearing about my Jeremy. I just want to scream everytime someone says they are sorry. I know they are trying to be kind, I know that. I laugh in my head when I'm seeing people for the first time after his death and they seem to run from me. Poor people. When they do speak, I nod and say thank you.

SheliaC
There is nothing else you can do and they do mean well. When it gets hard, just remember, you have already done the hardest thing you have ever had to do. It keeps things in perspective for me. Oh, my heart goes out to you. This is a very hard, rough, journey. Ginger

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Ginger, thank you. It hasn't been very long for you but you sound like it's been forever. That doesn't change, does it? One minute at a time, every day.

SheliaC
I'm sending you big hugs, I'm so sorry your son was taken from you. The pain hasn't lessened for me in the 15 months of losing my 18 year old son Matthew, I grieve for you, I feel your pain, and shed my tears for you. I think the journey of grieving for us mothers will be with us until we are with them again. Hugs to you, hold on tight because this is the worst rollercoaster you've ever been on. My love and prayers, Lynette ~ Matthews mom

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