SUICIDE
September 9, 2008 8:21am
I attempted suicide last month was dying in hospital life sucks and on top of feeling like shit the police and doctors treated me so bad, like if i …
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nellaafrica
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About Me
I have deleted my previous account but am back, going thru divorce, feeling fine about it, and have peace at last with my 2 children.
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July 16, 2008 4:07pm
Felt good, feel sad now, feel everything im not supose 2 when u happy???????????? Whats wrong with me??????? Something good happens and i get my …
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LIFE???????????????//
July 12, 2008 11:10am
Hey to all my friends in here just wishing everyone a fabulous weekend, im feeling sooooooooooooooooo good and wont let anything put me …
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My Operation
July 3, 2008 3:34am
I had my operation on Tuesday all went well and i had to stay overnight, the dick head of my EX husband was supose to look after the children, my …
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Hi Nella. I am so sorry to read about your suicide attempt. Since my son's father killed himself back in June I have seen what suicide does to those left behind. I don't judge because believe me girl I've been there myself. I even started once but the whole time I thought about my son and my family from my animals to my cousins. I thought about what would happen to them. I wanted to tell myself that they would be better off, because that would make it easier to follow through. But the truth is suicide doesn't only destroy the person that does it, but also those that loved them. I wasn't in love with my son's father but years ago I was. I am still devistated by it and so are his 5 children. Suicide is a selfish thing, caused by pain. There are other ways to get out of the pain, the take hard work and a comitement to your self. You deserve to be well and at peace, just give your self that here on earth, God can wait for you, but your children can't. I love ya girl. I haven't been on lately, going through a bit myself, but your in my thoughts and prayers. *HUGS&PEACE&LOVE* Marie
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Support Groups
Close Fibromyalgia
Hi i have fibro, i was a member b4 but deleted the acc. am back and hope everyone is ok.
Close Depression
Have been with depression for many years but getting divorce and feeling beter.
Open Breakups & Divorce
Filed for divorce the day b4 our 15th anniversary, husband cheated on me thru out the marriage, i end up with so many illness plus suicidal and harming myself. His a bully manipulative freak and a bastard, about time to divorce.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Not Working
- never worked he just laughed in my face the bastard.
- Forgiveness Not Working
- never worked no trust no marriage.
- Leave Not Working
- even runed away, but came back he was still there, crap.
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- never worked for about 10 years, too long, time waisted, but he was fine and happy, me just suicidal 24/7.
- Talking Not Working
- He would never listen, and continued the same, and somehow was always "because of me", the prick.
- Time Not Working
- Well i think 17 years in total with a twat like him its time enough too long actually.
Open Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
well i think it comes with the fibro or whatever.
Treatments
- Pain Management Clinic Not Working
- crap
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Well as a child i was abandoned by my parents, left with an auntie who abused me in everyway everyday, by batering me etc, also when i was only 11 my cousin of nearly 30 sexually molested me. Still have nightmares about it. My auntie is now DEAD.
Open Endometriosis
Have severe endo.
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