TessD's Journal

Can't sleep... Went to bed, woke up sick... Thought I'd write since I've been MIA.

I went to LA, a few days later I left for the cabin and Reno, NV.

Now I'm home again but I've been out in the world and no energy when I get home for checking e-mail or DS, so tired. I've also had the stomach flu for the past ... week. YUCK.

I've just been focused on what I have and what I want. Spending time with the few family and friend's I have, turning my life into something different.

Two motorcycles are being delivered on Thursday, whoo hoo, after the lo-jack is put on them. They're beautiful, I don't plan on driving much this summer at all, just ride, it's going to be beautiful, it's only the end of April and it's in the 90's, amazing.  I can't wait to head out to the Dam on my bike, sit by the water and relaxe. 

Emotionally, I'm drained... My mom just can't leave shit alone, I haven't talked to her since Wednesday, I think. Fuck it. I should have known... 

On a side note, thanks for the e-mail and support that you've all been sending, it's nice to come back after being sick and busy and know that you all care!