is feeling OK
I'm a mix of Irish/Mexican. I have very few people in my life for one reason or another. My Mom's family didn't believe in mixing races, we don't talk. All crap aside, I have a good life. I live in a nice house, in a nice town, I have a beautiful puppy and two kittens. I want for nothing, no thanks to my parents. I'm just a messed up kid trying to figure out who I am in life, but I try to be there for anyone who wants me to be.
God and religion, as a study. Math, science, chemistry, history. Sports, tons of them, I don't think there is one that I don't like. From XMA to football, car racing, sky diving, the list goes on and on. Reading, writing, huge fan of sleep, lol, finding awesome ways to relax. Of course, my puppy and the cats when they actually hang out. Cars, trucks, guns, knife throwing. My friends, sunsets; everything I am lucky enough to have interests me in one way or another.
TessD replied to flutterbyfly’s discussion post Sneek a Peek? in the Healthy Sex support group 7:04am
Option 1, giggle for a second and then option 2, followed by option 4, grabbing the guy I'm with and…
TessD gave witchiepo a Hug 6:59am
Very much both my dear. I love getting dirty but also being beautiful.…
TessD wrote a journal entry updating 4 goals 6:54am
I finally told my baby sister (the only sis I talk to) today what my step-dad did to me. She asked if…
July 6, 2008 6:54am
I finally told my baby sister (the only sis I talk to) today what my step-dad did to me. She asked if mom knew, I had to sit and tell her that not …
June 30, 2008 8:24am
That's really all I have to say about that.
Love you Mush.
June 19, 2008 5:04am
My sister, the devil's advocate, called my friend to "check" on me.
So I guess I was supposed to call her and yell at her, giving her …
May 20, 2008 7:45pm
So, my house is about to become a very hectic place to be for the next week. I have a friend flying in from SoCal and family coming to stay while I …
sweet thanx for your reply xx
TOMBOY OR GIRLIE GIRL WITCH 1 ARE YOU? THANX WITCHIEPO XXXXX
Hi.
Hi hun thank you for the kind words hun,i only wish i could do more to help,huggies,love,your friend,carla7777...hugs..xxoo
The first step is always the hardest, now it get easier. Trust me the way to happiness is forward xx dont ever look back xx
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I was set up to be raped when I was 17. When I was 20, I was raped again. I felt like I had dealt with it until my mom told me she didn't believe me and blamed me for everything. Now I'm back to one day at a time and this too shall pass, I can't get it out of my head.
I was recently diagnose with PCOS, 4 miscarriages and they figured it out. This sucks, as if I don't have enough problems with my reproductive system.
After the first rape I was told I had endometriosis, they wanted to start chemical menopause before it could get worse but I didn't want to. I was given a 35% of having kids after the age of 21. No kids yet, 4 miscarriages.
My cutting used to bring me control over a situation, it's been 6 years since I found a reason to stop but my mind still goes there from time to time.
From being raped to things that happened in my childhood all the way to a recent abusive relationship I suffer from PTSD with a lot of hope I will get better.
After too much trauma to my back, I'm screwed. Surgery soon to fuse bones that are touching anyway.
My sister was an alcoholic and drug addict. I did the best I could for 7 years while she self destructed. She finally got help when she "saw the disappointment in [your] eyes." I love my sister and wish my parents had listened to me.
I have sex, it should be healthy.
I was sexually abused by a family member for 7 years and I'm just coming to terms with it, 10 years later.
