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Journal Entry for July 5, 2008 Mood
Saturday, July 5, 2008

well here I go again, compalining about the way that I look. God I just hate my fucking face I just wish I could tare it off. I am so disgstuing.  I am just a huge waste of space.. I really want to cut but I am not going to.. So I will just sit here and to continue to chain smoke hopefully that will prevent me from cutting.

I just really hate myself.. why am I so fucking pathetic?? Why is that all I ever think about is how ugly I am... 

I just want an exscape from my brain. I constantly think about wanting to do drugs again.. they seemed like the only thing that let me exscape..even if it was just for a little bit... god I miss those days.. 

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  1. shaz191185

    do not do drugs maybe that was the release, now its like hating you face, you are not pathetic, your a great person, i know we mess when we say we are an online couple but i would love if you wqas my proper gf, you are so beautiful! believe it! xxx


    shaz191185

  2. kat365

    You are a beautiful person on the inside so I just can't believe you when you say that your outer self is ugly. I think you are being too hard on yourself. Good luck with the chain smoking. I know that it helps me fight the SI urge sometimes.


    kat365

  3. GottaBreathe

    Pretty girls are everywhere. But if the prettyest girl in the world has nothing on the inside, then she has no foundation. And you have a foundation, youre a great person and I wish you could see that.

    AND YOU ARE NOT UGLY!


    GottaBreathe

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