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Feeling:		- Horrible
Gender:	Female
Age:	24
Location:	Brewer, ME
Interests: I love to sing, write, read, study my bible, and play with my son and my baby brother. I am currently working on a website for Chiristain outreach. The Everyday Commission. It has been a wonderful experience and I am learning more about the word each day. Lately, I've been spending alot of time working on a website. It is a site to help Christians. It focuses on the great commission, and on helping people in need.
About Me: I am a wife and mother. I have been happily married to my husband since 2004. I have a wonderful little boy. I am now a stay at home/work from home mom. I am a survivor! I have dealt with so much pain, I sometimes wondered how I could carry on, but three years ago God came and picked me up, and my family right along with me. I am a woman on a search. In a divorce I was separated from my mother (Dad and step dad in military) and have not seen her since I was eight. I have not heard from her since my dad moved us across the country and am now searching for her.

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Friday, May. 16

ladybuglover369 gave gymnast623 a Hug 7:39am

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Thursday, May. 15

ladybuglover369 posted a Goal Update 10:03pm

I am so tired of the pain in this w...

ladybuglover369 hugged shaN03, dreamswillcometrue 7:20pm

Monday, May. 12

ladybuglover369 posted a Goal Update 8:35am

I think I'm about 35% done with...

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Yesterday	I am so tired of the pain in this world. I am so tired of the constant let down each and every month. I am tired of everyone else getting what I want! I feel like the world is crumbling around my feet and I don't k... [More]
05/12/08	I think I'm about 35% done with my website already. It's already up and running, but I'm adding new topics and information each day. I fin... [More]
05/08/08	Everthing changes, and everything stays the same. Right now I am dealing with the issue of a possible move to another state. I don't know if I can do it. It would be the right thing to do financially speaking, but I'm afraid. I don't k... [More]
04/14/08	Somehow, when my period is late I always get my hopes up. As of today it is 11 days late. I had almost gotten up the hope to take a second test. Well a few minutes ago I went to the bathroom and lo and behold, the first sign of starting was there.... [More]
04/12/08	Trying to overcome the obstacles set before me and restore the friendships that have been broken, I am trying to put the best light upon what wrongs have been perpetrated against me. I am try... [More]

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pablita2 (05/14/08)

Just keep things simple and go one day at a time. There's never any need to look farther than that. Soon days add up to months and months to years. It's crazy! I wish you all the best of luck!
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dreamswillcometrue (05/12/08)

thanks for the comment on my story hope u like the frist chapter
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ravenwhisper (05/04/08)

thanks. hanging in there.

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Depression
Seasonal Affective Disorder

Hi! I find myself depressed again. I've been in and out of depression so many times I can't stand it. This time it was recomended that I join a support group. I just need someone to talk to. Mostly, someone who understands what I'm going through
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Writing (Working / Worked) If I am writing, especially poetry, the saddness seems to flood from my heart to the paper. I can't explain it any better.
Crying (Working / Worked) It doesn't fix my problems, but it makes me feel better.
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Interstitial Cystitis (IC)

I'm twenty-four. I've been in pain since I was fourteen. That's ten years! Most people look at me and have no idea that I'm in pain 20 hours out of 24. As I deal with other problems, like depression, the pain is harder to bear. At one point, before I knew this was part of my problem, I begged for a full hysterectomy, because I'd been told I could never have more children anyway. But I've now been told I can. I've been on the diet method of control for 3 years! Not working anymore
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Diet Control (Somewhat Helpful) For a while it helped alot. But as I crave certain things especially orange juice or chocolate it can be really hard at times. I find myself cheating alot
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Infertility, Secondary

After the birth of my son at seventeen, I decided it was best to wait until marriage to even think about having another child. Well my husband and I have been trying for four and a half years to have another baby. He has never sired a child. I want four total, but at this point if God grants me one, I think I would be satisfied.
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Ovulation Predictor Kit (Working / Worked) It's sort of working, but not enough if I'm still not pregnant.
Crying (Working / Worked) It doesn't fix my problems, but it makes me feel better.
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