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bumbum
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I can make the simplest thing into the most complicated Drama!
Recently: 6 hugs received, 2 hugs given more …
About Me
Dealing with bipolar and addiction has created many problems in my life. I was using drugs to cover up how miserable I was. It so didn't work. I overdosed and had to go inpatient for a week and then to iop for a month. It honestly saved my life. I did have a couple slip ups with staying sober, but nothing major. I have no desire to mess my life up with that crap again. I'm so much happier and actually enjoy living life. I never thought it was possible. Besides that, I'm fun, spontanious, outgoing, talkative, caring, and open minded. I'm also a major drama queen, but I'm working on that.haha
Interests
Dancing(Such An Escape), Being Around The People I Love, The Internet(totally addicted), One Tree Hill(Best Show Ever), Scapbooking Or Anything Artistic(Helps Clear My Head When I'm Down), MuSic!!(A Few Of My Favs..Rilo Kiley, CAKE, Tegan & Sara, Metric, The Beatles, Death Cab for Cutie, Eisley, The Cardigans, Kimya Dawson), Shopping, Meeting New Awesome People That I Can Relate To, Driving, Laughing, Going to the Movies, Going Out To Eat, Going to The Park, Going to The Lake, Laying Out In The Sun, Swimming, The Tanning Bed, Taking Naps, Energy Drinks, COFFEE, Hot Weather, Dressing Up, Learning Something New(As Long As I'm Good At It ;))
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Recent Activity
Today
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bumbum gave bpchick2007 a Hug 1:10am
Right Here!!!!:) How are you, babe?…
Yesterday
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bumbum commented on paatuncfan’s photo/video 9:49pm
OMG I totally love this picture. You look sooooo CuTe!! Your personality definitely shines in this pic.…
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bumbum changed their mood to Bad 9:04pm
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bumbum gave Shannon86 a Hug 9:04pm
How are ya, babe?…
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hey i found u on the bipolar thing because i know i am too and its hard for people to understand what you are going through with it all and plus as i see the other support groups that you have, i wish you the best of luck, and your a beautiful girl, so keep up the good work with overcoming addictions! xoxoxo
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hey, where's my hug?
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hey good luck with your recovery i hope your doing well and taking care i know its not easy at times . huggs darren
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Sorry you are feeling bad... I really hope you get to feeling better.... xxxxxxx
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Hi Girlfriend, i'm Shannon and hope your having a good day. Maybe we can be girlfriends. Many
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Makes life interesting. So interesting I can hardly take it.
Treatments
- Acupuncture Considering
- It seemed to help but was using illegal drugs at the time. So yea not sure..haha
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Take for depression and anxiety. Has been the only anti-depressant that has worked for me.
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- Antidepressant..I felt like I was in hell..enough said.
- Geodon Considering
- Getting taken off of this week.
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Needed some family help. Also attend bp meetings. Helps me to not feel so alone in this.
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- Best mood stabilizer I have been on.
- Trileptal Working / Worked
- Made me feel cloudy..guess it helped for awile. Lamictal works better for me.
Close Prescription Drug Abuse
I've been addicted to several prescribed meds. It has been a long, hard road but I have been clean for over 100 days now. Been bitching the whole time.lol.
Treatments
- Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Working / Worked
- Go to meetings all the time.
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Wouldnt of made it through it without prayer.
Open Bisexuality
bumbum hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Alcoholism
Drank along with other drugs I was abusing. Glad to be free from the misery. I ended up eventually overdosing on xanex and beer.
Treatments
- 12 Step Program Working / Worked
- I follow the 12step program of NA, since I used alcohol and other drugs.
- AA Meetings Working / Worked
- Go every once and awhile. Mainly attend NA.
- Outpatient Treatment Program Working / Worked
- Went inpatient for a week, then outpatient for 28 days. It helped so so much. Changed my life.
- Willpower Working / Worked
- I'm determined not to go back to that lifestyle. I stay away from any place that drugs could be around.
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I have tried to quit and failed several times. I'm hoping to quit for good this time. Smoking is the hardest addiction to quit!!..wish I wouldn't of started. Been smoking since I was 16.
Treatments
- Cold Turkey Not Working
- Tried and have failed everytime. Plus felt horrible.
- Nicotine Gum Somewhat Helpful
- Makes me want to smoke still..plus it it tastes nasty.
- Nicotine Patch Working / Worked
- I think I became addicted to them too. I could never stop them without smoking. Using them now instead of smoking.lol.
- Running Working / Worked
- Helps take my mind off wanting to smoke Even though the thoughts come back.Urg.
Open Coming Out
I'm out to some of my friends and my mom. The rest of my family would totally freak out. Not being out makes it really hard to meet girls.:(
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