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    About Me

    I am trying to deal with the sudden loss of my father this past Feb 26, and the fact that I am 42 and have lost my both parents within the last 5 years. I am happily married for 11 years and have a wonderful 26 mos old son who is the light of my life. He is what keeps me going

    Interests

    My family, traveling; bowling; sports

  • Recent Activity

    Wednesday

    • msoy wrote a discussion post in the Bereavement support group: Interesting dream 9:43am

      I was just laying bed this morning trying to get some rest, I was up most of the night between my husbands…  

    Tuesday

    Monday

    July 17

  • Journal

    • Can't take it any more

      Mood July 11, 2008 10:10pm

      I am having a melt down.  I just cannot take the stress and anxiety anymore.  I still cannot accept that my father was killed in a car …

    • I wish things were different

      Mood June 14, 2008 2:53pm

      Hi Daddy, well it is Father's Day weekend, and any other year I would be getting ready for our Father's Day picnic I would be having for you …

    • Another bad day

      Mood May 23, 2008 12:09am

      Why are some days just so difficult?  I can be ok for a while, then something just sets me off.  Today I went to a restaurant for …
    • Journal Entry for May 9, 2008

      Mood May 9, 2008 2:19pm

      Hi, I have a feeling this is going to be a bad weekend for me, it has started off pretty rough today, and I just know it will get worse.  It is …

    • Still stuck

      Mood April 30, 2008 12:47am

      I am still grieving terribly.  I have better moments, but the grieving is still a major part of my life.  I am now spending much more time …

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      From Goldiesmoon Wednesday

      Hi How are You doing today? Just Wanted You to Know that You Are In My thoughts and In My Prayers. My Mom Passed Over The First of This Year and sometimes My heart Heavy that I can Hardly Breath. With Love Roxie goldiesmoon

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      From mschristie Tuesday

      precious girl - i lost my daddy in feb. of 2007. i have felt everything you are currently feeling and my heart breaks for you. i would love to talk you through some of the mistakes that i made in the hopes of saving you from doing the same. in your time just contact me. love!

    • Hug

      From poetryangel Tuesday

      my heart is w/u, i do understand ur pain just know u r not alone dear.

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      From Rean Monday

      It is hard loosing a parent..I lost both of mine..and I would give anything to have them here with me. It takes time to heal from our loss...but, time alone will not do the job....it is how we choose to spend that time that brings healing. I hate that you are pushing your husband away...he wants to be there for you...let him...he may not understand all that you are going through...but, he can give you hugs and a shoulder on which to cry...Don't let this ruin your marriage as it has others. Hugs...Rean

    • Flower

      From cindykoe Sunday

      sending you flowers to brighten your day. cindy

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  • Goals

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    Goal End Date is Sep 1, 08 38 more days.
  • Support Groups

    • Close Bereavement
      Type: Loss of a Parent

      My father was killed in a car accident on Feb 26, 2008 and we never got to say goodbye. I am hurting for both me and my son who is 2 and will never remember how much his pap-pap loved him. It is so not fair, and I have so many unanswered questions and issues to get through. He was such an awesome, loving and caring man, healthy and physically fit... why??????

      Treatments

      Crying Too Soon to Tell
      Getting Angry Somewhat Helpful
      Get it out than feel guilty about being angry at God
      Keeping Busy Somewhat Helpful
      Need to work, CPA, tax season.
      Pets Working / Worked
      I love my dog, and she knows I am hurting
      Prayer Somewhat Helpful
      Know it worked in the past, too angry at God to reap the benefit right now
      Remembering Working / Worked
      Always helps for a while
      Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
      I have an awesome family
      Talking Working / Worked
      I have some good friends and coworkers who do just listen
    • Close Parenting Toddlers (1-3)

      My son is turning 2, just lost his beloved pap-pap on Feb 26, very picky eater, cannot get him completely off the bottle yet, mostly my fault I think

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