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Thursday, June 12, 2008

Sick this morning. Blargh....but YAY Two weeks until the scan. I nearly had a nervous breakdown today. Thought I saw blood, then I realised I was wearing pink undies. I am definitely going back to the 'white only' rule tomorrow.

I was cited to the High Court for jury service. Should've been going the week of the 23rd but I went to the doc's and she gave me an exemption letter. I am too stressed out about this pg to face listening to the details of some horrific crime. Also, that date is 20 weeks to the day since the D & C ( can't believe it) and I also have my u/s on the Friday. Phew!!!!!

I had a little cry today when I realised the significance of that week. It's a strange feeling knowing that I would've been due 6 weeks after this next u/s. I still miss my first child. I don't know if that will ever go away. Oh well....tiem just keeps moving on.

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Glad to hear things are going well. Let us know how the u/s goes. Glad you were able to get out of court. Don't stress too much.

April1963
No pink undies!!! That would freak me out too. Glad to hear things are going well though. I know what you mean about the dates, it really puts things into perspective.

4EVERinLOVE
Oh my gosh! I did the same thing the other day, with the pink undies and all, I mean. Scared me to death for a second. But then I realized it was the undies and relaxed. Let us know how your scan goes. I'm still keeping everything crossed for you.

egs827
Yay-- you're almost to the scan. I also miss the children I lost-- I don't think you ever really get past that, but hopefully, focussing on your pregnancy will help you through some of these tough anniversaries. Hugs.

sadbelly
Hah isn't morning sickness the best reminder! I had a very difficult day yesterday getting to the same point as my 1st pregnancy so I know how hard it can be remembering dates and like you say I dont think it will ever go, but hopefully we will get to hold our babies this time and that will help ease our pain.

Cat2006
Lovely morning sickness. lol. wooo hoo we get to see your bean on Friday!! It will be a very happy moment I'm sure. I go next Friday for my 12 weeks scan. I'm nervous but soo excited. Won't it be amazing when we can feel them moving around inside of there omg I can't wait. anyways hope your keeping well your always in my thoughts and prayers hun. big hugs ~Nikki~

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