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    About Me

    I have ptsd, epilepsy, chronic migraine syndrome, asthma, insomnia, etc. gawd, what a mess. I'm unbeat, and sassy. As long as I take my med.s I do pretty good. I recently started walking again without a brace. Life can be good, if you look at it the right way. My life has been an experience. You know what they say about experience. Experience is what you get when you don't get what you want. lol

    Interests

    I like writing novels, it's an escape into a world of my own. I like training medical service dogs. They can make a bad life better, and take the sting out of having a chronic condition. I am currently working as a live in home health aid.

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  • Journal

    • I have made a decision to publish

      Mood April 10, 2008 2:16pm

      I have allot of things published online, but that is the easy part.  We, all of us, can do that in any blog.  Thing is, we don't get a …

    • I finished the life changing goal I set out for

      Mood April 10, 2008 2:05pm

      When I came on this site I wanted to make a decision.  Whether or not to keep my current job.  I have given notice and am currently looking …

    • Life Decisions can sometimes look differently later

      Mood April 2, 2008 2:32pm

         After being away for 15 days to retreive my service dog, I expected to come back to a gloating bully.  Instead he was supportive, …

    • Service Dog Disaster

      Mood April 2, 2008 2:20pm

      What a disaster.  I got to D/FW airport in the evening and after a 14 hour trip I was exhausted.  The airlines didn't have my luggage …

    • Making plans

      Mood March 8, 2008 2:27pm

      It's exhausting.  Making all the plans to go on a trip.  I am glad I have all the details easily taken care of finished.  The …

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    • Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      It's a long story, and it isn't pretty. I've learned allot and I know that moving on is an important part of recovery. I realize that ptsd will never totally leave me, but I am happy. I keep a cheerful attitude, and believe in myself.

      Treatments

      Art Considering
      I write novels, short stories, poetry. I think that journaling helps the most.
      Effexor Not Working
      I was allergic.
      Music Somewhat Helpful
      It depends on which trigger got me this time, and if I am able to be calm enough for the music to do it's job.
      Paxil Not Working
      It made my symptoms worse.
      Psychotherapy Considering
      I went thru NLP, which is hard to find. I wasn't able to tell anyone the things that happened. So, with this one, I could do the treatments to myself. It has been amazingly effective. I just need a support group to share with.
      Reading Considering
      As long as the books aren't violent, they can put me into a calmer place when things feel frantic.
      Remeron Not Working
      Couldn't tell after a 6 month trial that there were any benifits.
      Seroquel Not Working
      The ill side effects of this medication caused almost as many heath problems as my Paternal figure did mental ones. I am now in a class action lawa suit against the company.
      Supportive Care Somewhat Helpful
      I was kept in a home living center for several years. It warehoused me when I wouldn't leave my home. It took years to learn to leave the building. Years I feel cheated out of.
      Talking Considering
      In a group that met several days a week, we became each others family in a way. It helped as much as the NLP. Without both, I'd be dead now. It was certainly what I wanted then. Now, I just need a new group.
    • Close Epilepsy & Seizures

      I have epilepsy from being dropped on my head repeatedly as a baby.

      Treatments

      Ativan Not Working
      allergic
      Depakote Considering
      it is almost completely controlled with the depakote, and a service dog.
      Dilantin Not Working
      allergic
      Mysoline Not Working
      allergic
      Neurontin Not Working
      not effective enough
      Phenobarbital Considering
      it kept most seizures at bay, but had ill side effects. i'm off it now.
      Valium Considering
      valium is what i take for break thru seizures. it calms the brain activity and stops the seizure.
    • Open Migraine Headaches

      I was in a car accident that left me with arthritis in my neck. There is also a pinched nerve there. It causes the muscles inside my skull to have spasms. that puts pressure on the brain, and then added to the painful spasms, the brain swells.

      Treatments

      Caffeine Somewhat Helpful
      if the attack is caught in time. otherwise it isn't as i will not keep anything down.
      Fioricet Not Working
      It didnt take away all the brain swelling, and did nothing for the spasm.
      Fiorinol Working / Worked
      same effectivness as fioricet. neither worked that well
      Imitrex Somewhat Helpful
      it was better than most of the others i tried. but still had to be taken at the first sign that i might get one.
      Midrin Not Working
      i could have been taking sugar pills. no effectivness at all
      Relpax Considering
      if taken in time i never have the headache. i have a medical service dog who tells me to take them before i feel any symptoms and i dont get the headaches
    • Open Asthma
      Type: Adult Asthma

      If it's too hot, or I exercise too much is when it's worst.

      Treatments

      Albuterol Considering
      i use a rescue inhaler
    • Open Food Allergies
      Type of allergy: Other Foods

      I was told my particular case was a tad bit rare. I change what I am allergic to about every 7 years. Except raspberries. I have always had that one.

      Treatments

      Abstinence Working / Worked
      If it happens to be citrus like now every few weeks I plan to get sick. I have a cold glass of...Ill regret this later on ice.
    • Open Chronic Pain

      I was in an automobile accident that crushed one ankle. I've had two reconstructions so far.

      Treatments

      Flexeril Somewhat Helpful
      It didnt keep the pain away enough at night when the symptoms were at their worst.
      Hydrocodone Somewhat Helpful
      Stopped the pain, but left me groggy.
      Lyrica Considering
      works great, but my insurance won't cover it.
      Marijuana Considering
      If only used sparingly, and as least often as possible it is effective. I just don't like the side effects. I don't even drink alchol.
      Meditation Considering
      Works well when I have the time to devote to it, and nothing else.
      Surgery Considering
      They went in and took out the metal holding the bones together. That helped allot. Now its just doing my own physical therapy and dealing with the fact that for some of us pain is a fact of life.
    • Open Degenerative Disc Disease

      This came from being dropped repeatedly on my head as an infant.

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