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OMG ..i think about death :( Mood
Monday, May 19, 2008
It is two weeks now. every morning i woke up with bloody stuff nose, headache a blury vision. It's freaking me out every day and i worry about it almost all day long. My eyes are red and i am sneezing alot. I was thinking maybe i have allergies, but i should be allergic only on dust mites. Now i start to worry that i have tumor in my head ( really i think that i have it)and because of not having insurance and can't afford to go to the clinic and get MRI .I can't prove me wrong without it. This making my anxiety level very high and i don't know what to do anymore. I have trouble to remembre what i had for diner yesterday, I'm not really happy about my life at all. I told my husband how i feel, but he just don't get it. He always telling me " stop freaking, you have nothing to freak about" but this just make me more crazy. In two months i will find a full time job and i am sooo sooo scared that because of my anxiety and panic i will not be able to keep the job. I am scared that my english in not goog enough....i just worry....
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